A Paranormal Love (Ectofeature) (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 7.5

~Author~
I am absolutely, ridiculously, emphatically SO sorry that this update has taken millions of years to happen.

Life from the last update to today... hasn't really been okay, but, I'm still here at least.

I really am sorry that all of you, wonderful WONDERFUL people are still reading this after such a long wait. You have no idea how much it really means to me to have people who like this random fan-fiction I had started out of nowhere. And only after a 1 week addiction of the show! (With barely watching at least 10 or 11 episodes even).

I cannot thank you all enough.
I mean: 9k reads?
You are all A M A Z I N G.
Your support for this book has always made smile and feel happy when I'm down.
So thank you all, SOOO much!

Here's some good news.
Chapter 8 is going up pretty much the same day this one comes out, if not IMMEDIATELY after.
I hope it can be just a small repayment to all the great things you've all done for me.
That's right. You. Right there.
Thank you <3

~Billy~

Warmth...

Peace...

Safety.

I feel alive again, just because Spencer and I have finally patched this all up.

We've had fights before, but nothing like this. I didn't think my own selfish desires would cause us to fall apart...

Now it just doesn't matter...

I was experiencing something at this very moment. I was asleep. I would know this because ghosts can see themselves in third person during sleep.

Occasionally, ghosts are able to see what's going on around them. Other times, there's a SMALL chance for us to dream...

This must have been one of those chances... This had to be a dream.

I can see me... laying with Spencer in bed. He's hugging me... making me feel safe and warm...

More like... a real human being again.

My body started to fidget around. I was trying to nestle closer into Spencer's body... and I guess it worked.

He hugged me tighter and it felt wonderful. Sparks were flowing through my body and giving me tingles that I had missed back when I was alive.

Oh... How I wish I could return that same warmth to him...

I would hug him every night... every morning... every hour... every minute.

He's my everything.

Spencer had eventually let go of me and distanced himself from me...

Now I just feel so cold and soulless.

It wasn't like he had left me... but I feel like he was so far away... far from reach... far from communication... just far from my entire life...

No... No! Don't think about this so dramatically! It's these thoughts that made me fall into the darkest abyss of depression in the first place!

I- If I don't keep myself under control... What if I...

What if... I make a mistake and drive us apart... If I do something that I'll regret...

There might not be a reason for me to be here anymore.

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Eventually I sorta woke up. I yawned a "G'morning Spence" before getting totally lost in my thoughts.

We were having a conversation, but I couldn't really focus on it right now. We were talking about Thursdays and dreams or something... Who KNOWS what I could've said?