Confessions (Haylor A/U)

Chapter 13

Saturday, 24th November 2015
Taylor's pov

I woke up with a start to the sound of my door opening.

"Mommy why aren't you in your bed?" Abigail asked as she walked into my room, she was wearing a cute pink pyjama set with little slippers.

"Oh.. Umm.. Mommy was just seeing if the bed was comfy", I told her, stuttering a bit. She looked at me confused before she started babbling on again.

"I want breakfast", she finally demanded her little hands on her hips.

"Sure princess, is Daddy downstairs?" I asked biting my lip slightly. I really did not feel like looking at his face today.

"Yeah, he's a bit grumpy", she giggled into her hands.

"Come on you", I smiled softly as I scooped her into my arms. "Shh don't wake up Jason", I warned as we quietly went down the two stair cases.

"Daddy, mommy's up", she yelled as she practically jumped out of my arms to run to Harry. Harry glanced at me sheepishly and I just glared at him. I walked over to the press sliding by him on the way. He grabbed my wrist before I even got to the press.

"Listen to me please", he begged, I shook my head crossly, no way was I going to listen to a filthy cheater. "Tay please just hear me out". I finally looked at him and laughed sarcastically.

"Harry why the fuck will I stand here and listen to you jabber on about how it was a mistake, you were not yourself, you love me, Harry I really don't care so please don't come home tonight after work.... I don't want you here. So Harry I guess this is goodbye", I shuddered as I said the last sentence. Never would I have ever imagined that'd I'd be saying goodbye to Harry like this.

"Tay listen you can't do this to us. I love you Taylor and you know that. What about the kids? Huh, what about us?" He asked his forehead creasing. I stared at him stuck for words.

"Ugghh please don't go all High School Musical on me", I said rudely afraid that if I tried to be serious I'd just crack.

"Sorry", he slightly smiled before continuing, "Do you hate me?" A tear fell down his face and he just let it. I got the sudden urge to kiss it but I knew that was not acceptable when we were in the middle of breaking up. I still had to answer his question, I thought about it, before I finally answered.

"You see that's the thing Harry, I don't hate you and I don't think I ever will. That's kind of scary you know, the amount of times you have hurt me, yet all I feel is indescribable  love for you. I think that's what hurts the must loving you even though I so badly want to hate you. Harry I will not put myself through this any more, we are toxic for each other. Tell me when was the last time you were truly happy with me?" I asked tears now falling from my eyes. He was a bout too answer but Jason started crying. I rushed up to his room, glad he had woken up to take me away from the horrors of reality.

"Shhh baby", I soothed him as I lifted him out of his cot. His frown was soon replaced by a big smile and he was gurgling away instead of crying. I sat in the rocking chair in his room for a few moments just cuddling him tight into my chest. "How's momma's little boy?" I cooed as we sat there.

"Taylor", Harry called from downstairs. I breathed in sharply, I did not want to go down there. "Tay please, come down", he shouted.

"I'm coming no need to shout at me", I huffed as I got of the chair and headed down the stairs. "What?" I snapped as I put Jason into his high chair.

"Hey come on baby, please don't be like this?" He groaned rubbing his forehead. I watched him my blood boiling over, I couldn't contain my anger any longer.

"How do you expect me not to be like this. I am your wife and we have two beautiful children. How do you not expect me to be like this when I so easily left your mind and you head sex with another woman, your secretary", I yelled at him. He walked closer to me until he was right in front of me. "No", I shouted lifting my hand to smack his face, he grabbed my wrist seconds before it came in contact with his face.

"Stop Tay, I still need to answer your question." He paused waiting for me to protest but I nodded my head for him to continue. "I love you but your right things have been different lately. For me anyway I love you so much it actually pains me to say this but I'm not in love with you",he said softly, cupping my face and wiping away the few stray tears that had leaked from my eyes, away with his thumbs. "We do not do any of the things that made me so in love with you, like just little things together. Going out for meals every Friday night, just us. We use to always go out with Abigail on a day trip at the weekend, even just having a meal together. I know I'm so caught up in work right now, Tay I'm stressed too and then when you did go out and I seen a picture of him kissing you I died a little inside I needed to take my mind of it, I wanted to go to that fucking club and beat the shite out of him but I had to stay with the kids...... I am truly sorry that by doing that I went with Kendall but she has no place in my heart unlike you". He finished speaking and kissed me very softly on the lips. When he pulled away he waited a few moments before speaking. "I guess I'll just pack my bags", he sighed as he began to walk out of the room.

"Wait", I sobbed out, no way was I letting him get away with this, by walking out, he was going to get revenge. Even though that sounds like the most childish thing ever I need to make him feel hurt just like the way he made me feel.

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