Confessions (Haylor A/U)

Chapter 22

(There will be some content in this, not appropriate for all ages you were warned)

3rd December 2015
Harry's pov

I waited anxiously on the couch, checking my watch every few minutes. It was already one o'clock, at this rate I won't even get to see the kids. Eventually I heard a knock on the door, I leapt from my seat and hurried over to the door, I swing it open to reveal a stressed out Taylor and two giggling kids.
 
"Daddy", Abigail giggled in delight and  threw herself into my arms.

"Hello princess", I smiled and spun her around. Abigail clapped her hands happily and I put her down on the ground. I looked up and tried to take Jason of Taylor but he started screaming and clutched his arms around Taylor's neck.

"He's been so clingy all night and this morning", she groaned trying to lift him away from her but he held on tighter. I cleared my throat before I spoke as I was sure it would come out squeaky if I didn't.

"Come in and he might forget about you", I offered and she nodded her head and came inside. "Tea or coffee?" I offered even though I knew she only drank coffee in the morning.

"Just water please", she said her voice a little croaky. I nodded my head before getting a bottle of water of the press and handed it to her. There was no denying this was probably the most awkward moment I've had in along time.

"Abigail", I called and she came bounding into the room, with a big grin on her face. I held out my arms and she ran into them.

"Daddy I missed you", she sighed snuggling her head into the crook of my  neck.

"I missed you too princess", I told her before sitting down on the chair opposite Taylor. Abigail jumped of my lap to get her toys out of her bag and began to play with them on the ground. Jason was still on Taylor's lap and looked as of he had no intention to leave.

"Nice room", Taylor smiled looking around the small hotel room.

"It'll do grand", I said nodding my head.

After a moments silent Taylor spoke again. "Harry I really am sorry", she whispered and I could hear the pain behind her words.

"I'm sorry to Taylor for not being enough for you", I said sarcastically.

"No", Taylor shook her head. "You were enough for me. I need you, I'm sorry for doing this to you, to us", she pleaded. "Please give me another chance", she whispered, and put Jason on the floor beside Abigail and thankfully he didn't cry.

"I'm sorry Taylor but I can't, you broke what every relationship needs and that is trust", I told her sharply avoiding her gaze. She approached me, taking hold of my wrist and bent down to my level.

"We never really did have trust Harry, that was our problem. We never trusted each other and then ended up hurting each other. Why not just start over? We don't have to go straight back into what we were before all this crap. We could take it slow build up the trust first but I promise you I will never give up on us", she begged pulling my hand to her mouth and kissing it. I shook my head not wanting my words to betray what I knew was right. She looked up at me through her eyelashes and slowly stood up, letting go of my wrists. Then she placed one leg on one side of me and the all of a sudden she was straddling me.

"Got of me",I hissed, she just shook her head. I placed my hands on her waist and was about to push her off me but she started grinding on my crouch.

"Taylor", I groaned.

"Shhh", she scolded placing a perfect finger on top of my lips. She removed her finger, to tuck a piece of her hair behind her ear. Still grinding on me she moved closer and started to kiss my jaw and her hands rubbed my toned chest. I tried to move my hands up her top but she was quick to push them down again. I groaned frustrated.
"Harry be a good boy", she scolded me again and this time she got of my lap.