Confessions (Haylor A/U)

Chapter 37

Harry's pov

Suddenly Taylor pushed me away the hurt still written all over her face making me feel worse.

"You should go to work", she whispered turning her back to me.

"I told you already I'm not going until I know you're okay", I said placing my hands on her shoulders and looking into her eyes. She shook her head tears threatening to spill over.

"I really don't want to see you right now. If there wasn't children here I'd be gone", she hissed under her breath. My words got stuck in my throat and panic set in.

"Baby please I love you. I'm so sorry for hurting you, I swear on my life it won't happen again", I promised hoping she'd believe me.

"You know, that's exactly what my ex use to say", she sighed and moved away from me. "Here's your lunch Abi", Taylor grinned and handed her her princess backpack.

"Thanks mommy. Are you and Daddy bringing me to school today?" She asked and I quickly answered before Taylor could.

"Yes we both are, now I'll go get Jason and then we'll hit the road", I grinned and I could hear Taylor groan as I left the room. No way was I letting her hate me. I got Jason and we all packed into the car and I got in the drivers side just before Taylor could.

"I'm not getting in the car", Taylor said with her arms folded.

"Your not going to let your baby girl miss school", I said accusingly and Taylor furrowed her eyebrows before reluctantly getting in the car.

"Mommy why are you cross?" Abigail asked from her backseat and I grinned at Taylor.

"Cause your Daddy's being a meanie", she smiled at Abigail before glaring at me. I wanted to say something but there was nothing left to say, I had already apologised and I didn't want to really speak of it with Abigail in the car. We pulled up to Abigail's preschool and Taylor brought her in before getting back in the car.

"Taylor babe, are we okay?" I asked.

"Are we? Because I have no idea, every time we get back on track it seems like the universe does every possible thing to pull us apart. Harry I love you and you know I do. I know I might not have always acted like I do but I really do. I know you love me too but Harry when you shoved me today that wasn't an act of love. Since John I vowed to never let anyone treat me like that ever again and it's not the first time you acted like that. Right now I can't forgive you", she whispered biting her lip. I sighed before staring the car and driving to a more secluded place before speaking.

"I love you so much Tay. I don't know why I pushed you and I feel like shit that I reminded you of the times with your ex. But please you mean more to me then anything", I said softly the reality of the situation suddenly hitting me. She laughed mockingly.

"Right so can we go home now or I will seriously get out of the car", she said her eyes staring at the road ahead of us. This time I listened and drove her home, once we got there she quickly got out of the car and rushed to the door. She looked back at me once she realised I had the keys.

"Harry", she called and I threw the keys to her, she smiled thankfully at me and I got Jason out of the car.

"Daddy", he smiled pulling my cheeks. I smiled at his cheeky little grin as I carried him into the house.

"You hungry little man", I smiled as I put him in his high chair and got a bottle of milk ready for him. I had no idea where Taylor ran of to, most likely our room. I hope she was just mad at me and not scared. Once the bottle was ready I carried Jason into the sitting room and fed him. His hand reached up to grab my hair and twirled his fingers around it as his other hand clutched my one which was holding his bottle. I watched him as his blue eyes stared intently at me.

"I love you little man", I whispered and guilt suddenly overtook me. I barely have spent any time with this baby. "I promise you when your old enough I'll be the one to take you to football training and afterwards take you out for breakfast. I promise to be the dad I wish I had when I was younger", I whispered against his soft curls. I heard shuffling in the kitchen and I grinned, Taylor most of got a bit peckish.

"Harry's there no strawberries or cream", she shouted.

"Why do you want strawberries and cream", I called.

"The baby wants them", she shouted and I stiffed back a laugh.

"Would you like if I got you some", I asked as she entered the sitting room in a pair of pj shorts and a white tank top.

"Please", she whispered.

"I'll leave when I finish feeding Jason", I told her and she shook her head.

"No it's okay I will", she said approaching me.

"I would like to feed my son", I told her a bit more sternly. She smiled softly before laying at the bottom of the couch. I'm guessing that means I can. When I finished I burped him and was about to tell Taylor when I noticed she was fast asleep. I sat Jason on the floor before quickly getting a soft blanket and placed it gently over her. I kissed her on her forehead before picking up Jason.

"Now let's go buy mommy some strawberries and cream", I grinned and he giggled as I pulled a funny face.

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