Its okay, not to be okay

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They told her that suicide wasn't so much an escape but a disaster but her life was so full of mind tragedies that one day when she felt so completely overwhelmed she took a lift to the top of a 20 store building and walked along the length of the roof to the edge where she stared straight down

And in the moment it didn't matter whether there were people that loved her or things in her future to look forward to it was all about that moment and her mind became very clear as she thought of the way to end the pain

But as of luck would have it she look across and parallel she saw a boy jump and fall down so quickly that his life went by faster than a shooting star but there was no time for any wishes

And once that moment had passed she thought of how his family would cry and blame the fact that they hadn't asked whether he was okay in a while and she thought of how his cat wouldn't understand why there was nobody around to stoke her anymore and how his friends would be so distraught that they would start to hurt their own bodies too

And she knew that her life would end much the same and that actually

Nobody
Would be better off is she want around....