Its okay, not to be okay

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It's hard to explain but somethings is missing. I'm not happy or sad. I just  feel empty. Everything I have is gone. Like something inside me is missing and I can't explain it. I can laugh and play and have fun during the day but at night I sit and shiver and shake and overthink. But I'm never just one of them. Something inside me is gone and I want it back...