Its okay, not to be okay

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I'm so sorry I'm not the daughter you wanted
I'm sorry that I'm a shitty sister
I'm so sorry that I'm depressed
And I cry a lot
And I hide in my room
I'm so sorry that I don't do everything you ask
I'm so sorry I'm not perfect and pretty
I'm so sorry that I put such a damper on your live
And that I'm tired
And antisocial
Please forgive me for being a hunan being
I really am sorry that I even exist
I wish I could disappear
To make it easier on everyone
Seen as I'm a horrible person
Seen as its impossible to be nice to me
Impossible to deal with me
Impossible to love me
I'm so fucking sorry....