Chapter 16: Not alone with you

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Your pov
We left and went lookin for a new apartment.We saw some nice ones some worse that what Elliot describes as bad .And we were getting tired and hungry.
Where do you wanna eat? He asked.
I honestly don't are I replied.
Ok he said smiling.
We ended up at a super fancy restaurant that Elliot had walked to .
Elliot as much as I like to dress up we're undressed . I said.
He stayed quiet and we walked up to the usher . This place you need like weeks reservation to get into.
Do you have a reservation? The usher asked.
I began to at no then was cut off by Elliot who said Alderson.
Ah YES! The usher boasted Mr.and Mrs. Alderson right his way please.
You have chosen the single suite in our private villa excellent choice must I say the usher said . Now will you be in our smoking or non-smoking and sir non-smoking is 500$ extra .
Non-smoking Elliot said.
He knew I hated the smell of smoke although I never really said anything.
We were taken to an upper lobby and put on a balcony that over looked New York there were candles and flowers and decorations . It was stunning. There were rose petals leading up to our table with pixie lights all around the table .
We sat down and the usher asked us what to drink ?
Bergeni Wine 300 yr aged Elliot replied looking at me a twinkle in his eyes .
Marvelous choice sir bravo ! The usher yelled obviously praising the higher priced items.
He left . Wow what a kiss ass I said . I smiled and looked at Elliot who was laughing at what I had said.
Elliot how - I began
(Y/n)  did you know I always get lost in those (eye color) eyes of yours .
When did -I started again.
I love you he said smiling .
I sighed noticing defeat I love you Elliot alderson . I replied. He got down on one knee beside me . And he took a box out of his pocket I was afraid I'm not ready for marriage ?!!!
Before you freak out its a promos ring . He said .
I sighed in relief .
I promise to you to love and hold you and only desire you if you promise to love and hold and only desire me my love.
Elliot ... I ..of course I croaked out .
Til the end of this god forsaken planet I love you (y/n) he said looking in my eyes.
Through thick and thin I will be yours so I ask you one more will you truly be mine? He asked
Yes! Elliot I fucking love you yes. I said kissing him.
He sat back down in his chair . I actually thought you were gonna propose I said laughing.
Hey! What's that supposed to mean he laughed back.
Nothing baby I said.
He put the ring on my finger. We talked an are we were interrupted once because of my phone going off someone called me and my ring tone is john cenas theme song . Elliot was laughing hysterically!
Are you fucking serious babe?!! He asked chuckling .
Well after we ate I was begging to get aroused again by his romance. But I kept to myself not wanting to ruin the moment. Then we were back on the grit streets of NYC when we bumped into Angela ? The one Elliot speaks about at times his "best friend"
Elliot's pov
Angela ! I said surprised
Oh hey Elliot she said back .
And who?? Angela started motioning to (y/n)
This is (y/n) my ....... Um ..... Friend.......girlfriend . I said
Oh..... Angela replied.
Well it's nice to meet you she said to (y/n)
They shook hands
Well we better get going I said. I walked away dragging her behind me through the crowds. We got back to the apartment .
Elliot what was that she questioned? What ? I said avoiding eye contact. I took out the bowl for morphine.
Why did you act like your ashamed of me ? She asked.
Then she noticed the bowl.
I thought you quit... She trailed off.

Hello friend ... Help me I don't know what's happening I don't know what's real and what's not anymore . I really do love (y/n) . The kind of love that can never go away but Angela is back and HE is coming back like and old memory I wish I could wipe clean . I don't want (y/n) to see me like this!!  She can't I can't tell her I'm batshit fucking insane!
Elliot what's wrong and don't lie I can tell when you fucking lie?! She yelled
So I gave in I told her everything my delusions ,how I'm basically crazy, and him . And she was actually listening like she heard it and processes it and like my words caresses her . She asked questions she cared she actually fucking cared... God I will never loose you I thought. I began crying .
Your pov
Elliot baby why are you crying I asked.
Because you... You care (y/n) like actually care and I love you so much I can't do anything but cry. He said
I love you . He said
Elliot have you been taking your pills it sounds like he stops when the pills stop. You say rubbing his back and holding him.
No I haven't he trailed off.
I'm not gonna force you to take them Elliot I just want you better. He attacked my lips and kissed me deeply I wrapped my arms round his neck . After that we talked for hours on end about depressing things we cried and laughed and punched walls . We began getting a little poetic too.
I live your mind he said .its like a maze another turn the deeper I get he added. He kissed me again . I kisses his check he came up to my ear . Make me feel not alone she said. We had sex but it wasn't the same there was passion ,love ,desire and need . When we finished I lay on his chest he drew circles on my back with his pointer finger .
Never leave me he said .
I wouldn't dream of it I said.
We kissed once more before drifting to sleep.

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