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Lauren's POVThe next morning.
I opened my eyes & yawned loudly.
Slowly sitting up, I looked over & noticed Michael wasn't next to me. He was probably downstairs with the guys.
I got out some clothes & headed into the bathroom across the hall.
The tv was on downstairs, so someone was awake. I could hear 'The Ultimate Spider-Man' playing.
I finished getting ready and began to head downstairs to see Michael with a bowl of cereal.
"Good morning Michael" "good morning baby" I went and greeted him with a passionate kiss.
Breaking the kiss I asked him "do you have any plans for today babe?" Michael let out a sigh and
began to turn of the TV while letting out a soft reply"You know it's already that time of the month angel".
"What time" ? I said very confused. Michael gave me an intense stare, yet his eyes were filled with sorrow
"Babe" Michael said with tears and guilt in his eyes. It wasn't until then the realization had hit me that today was his monthly checkup at the hospital, for his mental health issues. Michael is schizophrenic I guess you can say. He calls them his "demons" which I guess they are. Every time Michael does something bad, or has a bad reaction he becomes...dangerous.
The last time he had an episode, he became very aggressive and he hit me. I know I may sound like a psycho for saying this, but I don't mind the pain. I don't mind the hits because I know it's not him. It's the voices. When he's under control and taking his medicine, he's the most loving, sweetest, caring person you can think of.
Sometimes he may cause harm upon himself because it's what the voices told him to do. I can't imagine what he must be feeling at times.
Coming back down from my daydream, I wrap my arms around him tightly.. "Baby don't worry, you will be perfectly fine." "Look at the progress you've made in the past three months... you haven't had a reaction or anything." "You've been perfect so far sweetheart" He never takes his eyes off of me while saying all of this. All of a sudden tears start flowing from his big brown eyes.
He starts speaking with a shaky voice while holding me very tightly.
"Baby I am so sorry about last time." "You know I would never put my hands on you like that, but it was them... the demons". " I'm surprised you haven't left me yet" "Do you really think someone else would be able to deal with a monster like me?" "Michael you're not a mon-"Yes I am!" I am the worst human being ever for doing such a thing voices or not. "Angel you have to promise me something" he begins to say while holding my hands, intertwining them.
"Anything for you Michael"
"Promise me that you will never leave me" " I need you so much.. baby you can't leave me" he says while sobbing.
"Sweetheart... I would never, I will help you to get rid of these demons". He doesn't say anything else but just falls into my arms sobbing.
*At the hospital*
"Mr. and Mrs. Jackson" I take Michaels' hand and begin walking to the room with him. Dr. Bradley is there waiting for us.
"Hello Michael, Hello Lauren" He says while shaking both of our hands. We both reply with a hello as well.
"So Michael I have seen the amount of progress you have made in the past three months which is amazing" I turn to Michael with a grin on my face.
"This is amazing Mr. Jackson, do you realize you haven't acted out in three months" ? "I may start putting a lower dosage on your medication, because of your progress".
Michael is grinning from ear to ear, but say that he needs to use the restroom and will be back shortly. While Michael was gone Dr. Bradley and I began having light conversation.
AHHHH!!!
That sounds like Michael screaming! Dr. Bradley and I run outside to see Michael injecting himself with medicine and jabbing a needle into his skin repeatedly.
"LAUREN HELP ME, THEY'RE MAKING ME DO IT" I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE ANYMORE" I HAVE TO DO IT.
AHHHH LEAVE ME ALONE!
"DR. BRADLEY HELP HIM! I shout but Dr. Bradley is already a step ahead of me, but by the time he gets to Michael. Michael falls on the ground unconscious.
MICHAEL?! NO!
All I can hear is Dr. Bradley shouting CODE RED, CODE RED!
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To be continued.....
Hi guys :) It's Ariana :)
I hope you all enjoyed this chapter. I tried to put as much thought as I possibly could into this. I hope you like it, if you didn't I'm sorry. But I will possibly see you all very soon for chapter 4 :)
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