Chapter 11

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Michael's POV

"Lauren?" I say nervously. "Say something, please.."  She looks at me with a blank expression, I can't tell what she's thinking. But then she finally starts talking calmly. "Children"? You want children now? " Do you know what type of responsbility that is?

Wow. I didn't think this would be her reaction... I always thought she would be happy when I would ask her this. Is it me?

"Michael you're not ready yet" "You're mentally psychotic...my psychotic husband that i have to stay with." "You've always been a pathetic excuse of a husband, and to top it all of I hate you. I've never loved you" And then she starts to let out a laugh. "You're a monster Michael. You're so stupid, pathetic, useless, worthless and more...you deserve to die. you should kill yourself because no one would miss you.

She then pushes me onto the ground while laughing. "Just die already Michael!" "Gosh you need to wake up! Just wake up!"

Then everything became blurry around me and Lauren was still laughing but saying wake up at the same time.

All of a sudden my eyes open and Lauren is standing over me. "Baby are you okay?" She then pulls me into her arms and I burst into tears, Lauren is running her hands through my hair.

"Michael you were dreaming sweetheart...I don't know what it was but you were having a nightmare love".

Wait...so it was all a dream? I never asked her if we could start having children? What were we doing? I pull away from her, and get a glimpse at the clock on the side of her nightstand 3:22am.

"Do you want to talk about it?"  I debate on telling her but then I take a deep breath to start talking. I tell her the story but I leave the part of me telling her I want to start having kids. She then begins staring at me.

"Michael...sweetheart, she takes me hand in hers and then starts to talk. "I think you're leaving a detail from the dream because there had to be a reason as to why I would say all of those terrible things to you."

She knows that I'm a terrible liar, I can never lie to her properly. It's always been a weakness of mine because she can always tell when I'm hiding something. "I told you I wanted to start having kids."

Lauren starts looking at me with that blank expression again but she then puts her hand on my cheek and begins to caress it. "Baby I would love to have kids with you." But....

Oh no, here it comes my dream is about to become a reality. Gosh I am so stupid to think that she would actually want to have kids with me.

She takes her hand in mine and intertwines our hands together and begins talking again.

"But I'm glad you said that because your wish is coming true, in fact it came true a few days ago. I wasn't ready to tell you because you had an attack and you weren't in the right frame of mind but I'm pregnant baby." You're going to be a father love."

When she said that I couldn't contain my excitement and my grin couldn't have been more wide. I taken her in my arms and spin her around while letting out the biggest scream of joy anyone could imagine! I'm going to be a daddy!

(ok but side note can you guys actually imagine him doing that how cute omg)

She's laughing along with me. I put her down and give her the most passionate kiss. This has turn put to be the most amazing night of my life.

Laurens POV

Oh my God he looks so happy. I love him so much but honestly I'm scared more than anything. What if he has more outbursts? What if ever harms our child. I should have never gotten pregnant.. it's just that with everything going on I forgot to take my birth control. Don't get me wrong I'm very excited but very scared. I guess I'll have to see how smooth or bumpy this journey will be.


To be continued....


HI GUYS!!! Happy new year!! I hope you all enjoyed your holidays. I know I said I would update during the holidays but I didn't. I'm trash I know. Anyways they're pregnant! I hope you enjoyed this terrible update but better things are coming and my little bit of writing skills that I have will coming back. Regular updates will be back too! sorry to make you all wait for so long.

Tell me what you think. :)

xoxo

Ariana



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