Melancholy Poetry

Tired

I'm so tired of being told what I'm not,
You seem cram it in my head a lot.
I try to please you, put a smile on your face,
But instead, a grimace is what you lace.

I'm tired of this pain in my heart,
I want it to leave but I don't know where to start.
The more I keep in the pain I feel,
I want to just numb it with a thousand pills.

I'm tired of being told what I can't,
Knife like words come at me when you rant.
Each word is shoved deep into my head,
My soul was cry, bleeding out dread.

I'm fucking tired of drinking in your pessimistic view,
Like I said before all I wanna do in please you.
But when I'm not good enough I pretend not to care,
Even though my pain in so fucking much to bare.

You wanted my honestly, here, In fact,
Take you damn input and shove it up your crack.
I'm tired of being tired of the same old thing,
It's time I just go ahead and let my conscience sing.