Shattered {YourPalRoss X Reader} [EDITING]

Chapter 8 [EDITED]

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(Y/N) Your Name
(Italics) Thoughts
(Bold) Author's Note
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~3rd Person Perspective~
~Dream Like State~

(Y/N) was laying in a meadow. Wild flowers drifted quietly in the soft wind, it was summer. (Y/N) sat up rubbing her eyes, she had been crying. She lay back down on the grass watching the clouds. Slowly she drifted off to sleep.

"(Y/N) wake up!" A voice called to her.

"Hm." She mumbled almost alseep.

(Y/N) was now sitting in a chair on a pedestal. Ross sat in front of her on her right. While Red sat on her left, also in the front.

"You have to pick one (Y/N)!" They chanted together.

"I CAN'T! ROSS DOESN'T BELIEVE ME AND I DON'T LOVE RED THAT WAY! RED IS MY BEST FRIEND, I CAN'T LOVE HIM AS MORE THAN A FRIEND! Ross...Ross..." (Y/N) began to sob.

The pedestal lowered to the ground. (Y/N) was back in the meadow. Ross sat under a willow tree a soft breeze blowing his hair as he stared off. Looking at him now (Y/N) could tell he was thinking, but what he was thinking about was always a mystery. Red sat by a lake skipping stones, a way to pass the time, something that didn't seem to affect him. Red has alwayd been a care free soul never letting anything hold him down.

"(Y/N) YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE OR LOSE THEM BOTH!" A female voice shouted.

(Y/N) ignored the voice and sat still. Taking in the breeze in the summer heat her skin began to shimmer in the sunset. As she looked out to the glowing horizon she knew that once the sunset, she would be in darkness once more. Falling in the darkness she so longed to escape, but it followed her like death. Always lurking waiting to swallow her.

Choose? But I don't even know how I could love Jin. He and I have never been that close. Plus I know Rose really likes Red. And Ross... oh Ross. (Y/N) thought. But once she remembered Ross she began to sob.

She felt pain rise in her chest, this was her fault, she told herself. Pain flooded her mind and body as she thought of everything she could lose. Her biggest fear was losing those she yearned to keep forever.

"How can I choose? I can't love Red, and Ross..." (Y/N) glanced toward the willow tree.

"Am I willing to forget his mistake and let him in my heart again?"

"Am I willing to throw away what I had?"

"Or will I make my own choices?" (Y/N) stood her feet feeling firmer and her stance stronger. She refused to let this break her.

"I know what to do."

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