complicated love

1.complicated love

My mom is screaming & my little sister is crying meanwhile my stepdad has a broken bottle in his hand & is threatning to kill us all if my mom leaves him. Im just in the corner staring at everything thats happening & not making a sound. My stepdad is obviously drunk which everybody hates because he's bad enough when hes sober. The next thing i know he has Annabelle in his arms & shes screaming & kicking, trying to get out of his grip but its no use. He's 25 & shes 7, you do the math. My mom is about to turn 30 & is only with Brett because she thought they were right for eachother no matter the age difference. They met at law school 3 years ago & sat next to eachother & became close & they got married the following year. I dont think its my moms fault that she fell too fast because our dad abandoned us when she was pregnant with Annabelle. My mom is a lawyer so we dont see her too much so we have a nanny named Zoey, shes nice & pretty & her 21st birthday is this Tuesday so my mom went to the cake shop to buy her a cake but they messed up the orders & they gave her a cake that said 'happy anniversary Dave!' when Brett went to pick it up he saw it & freaked & thats when he got drunk & came in here to scream at my mom. I see him throw  Annabelle across the room & Brett throw the bottle at my mom when-- "Wake up love! you're going to be late to school!" I jump out of bed realizing it was a dream. I get into the shower when i hear Mason pounding on the door which means to hurry the hell up. To no suprise when I open the door he rushes in & says "why do you take such long showers" & slams the door in my face. Mason is 2 years older than me & luckily when the incident with Brett happened he was getting ice cream with dad. I go to my room & put on a red plaid shirt with a grey tank top under & only button the middle button with acid washed blue jeans, black high top converse that met perfectly above my ankle & a grey beanie that had a teenie tiny panda bear in the corner & blow dry my hair so i wont get my shirt wet. I grab my backpack which is plain navy blue & throw it over my shoulder & realize i got 15 minutes to eat, brush my teeth, & put on deoderant. I get to the table & realize my mom has made me eggs & bacon, Annabelle later joins me & starts talking about how she cant wait to meet up with Audery, since it was the first time they will see eachother in months. I smile to myself when i notice that shes wearing the sundress i got her, my old jean jacket & a pair of sandals that dad got her a couple weeks ago. Annabell is in 9th grade & is about to turn fifteen. Im about to turn sixteen in 2 months. Annabelle has light blue eyes & brown hair which she got from my dads side of the family meanwhile i have dirty blonde hair, which is more brown than blonde, with hazel eyes which is from my moms side. Mason joins us at the table, he feels like hes all that because its his senior year & he wants to get to college so he can 'learn'  but he really just wants to learn about beer pong. He has hazel eyes & brown hair & is your  classic jock. "Trinity do you want some orange juice?" I snap out of it when i realize she's talking to me. "Oh uh no thanks mom, im running late & i promised Jessica that i would meet her at the library", I reply meanwhile standing up & giving each family member a kiss on the forhead. "Uh Annabelle ill see you around school & show you what you gotta know" "okay, see ya later" she replies as shes trying to steal Masons bacon without him noticing. "Yeah, your first year in highschool and my last" Mason says with a big smirk. He then wacks Annabelles hand away as they start yelling at eachother & my mom tries to calm them down. I decide thats the perfect time to leave.

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 "Hey" I say as i approach jessica. "Hey, you actually showed up on time, wow. Congradulations." She says mockingly. "Why thank you" I say as I grab a seat. "Here, i got you some Starbucks, so any luck with having a boyfriend?" she says as i take a sip of the coffee. "No & i told you i plan on paying more attention in school than on boys, something you should try instead of staring at Jason the entire period & speaking about class i got to get to English & ask Mrs.Green about our assignment" i say as i start to walk away. "Whatever, learn to have some fun you bitch" she yells & recieves a buttload of 'shhhhhsss' from the room. Jessica has been my bestfriend since 3rd grade & we always tease eachother so I dont take it personal when she calls me names & neither does she.

I reach homeroom & talk to Mrs.Green about the assignment when she says "ohh, come in dear, you must be our new student am i correct?" I turn around & see this tall green eyed guy with curly hair. He gives me a cheeky smile which I return & notice his dimples. "Uhh yeah thats me, my name is Harry Styles" he says while putting out a hand. Mrs.Green shakes his hand & tells me to hold on. I swear its been like 20 minutes that theyve been talking about school & his good grades & everything. I roll my eyes, yes hes cute but that gives him no excuse to just walk in here & make me wait. The bell rings & Mrs.Green tells me we will speak about it later & to take our seats. I take my usual seat which is in the back corner & Harry sits right next to me. Oh great now ive got a distraction in this class. "Whats your name?" he asks. "Oh its Trinity" i say meanwhile looking at his amazing eyes. "Well its nice to meet you Trinity" he says showing off his dimples again. Harry & I spend the  whole class talking & I notice hes very sweet & not a jock like Mason. He definitely seemed like the popular type though. He was about to ask me a question when Megan shows up & gives him a big sloppy kiss on the mouth. "Babe! I cant believe youre finally coming to this school!" she says in a high pitched voice. I stare at Harry completely shocked that hes dating my worst enemy since 5th grd. "Uh hi Megan" he says meanwhile hes still staring at me. "Ew, i feel so bad for you, you have to sit next to this ugly ass" she says with a big smirk that has smeared hot pink lipstick upon it. Megan was a classic bitch. Fake boobs, fake tan, fake nails, fake hair, fake nose, fake lips, fake ass. "Nice to see you too sunshine" i say as i notice shes wearing way too much perfume. "Why wont you learn that your going to die alone & that Harry is the only guy that youve spoken to in months, its because you have no figure sweetie & your dull" she says as she crosses her arms over her chest looking satisfied with what she just said. The bell rings & i run out of class feeling my cheeks burn up. That was so embarrasing. One thing I know is that  Harry isnt going to speak to me again.