complicated love

15.I Love You

I wake up in Harrys arms noticing that hes still in deep sleep. I smile to myself when I realize how tightly he was holding on to me. I finally get out of his grip and head to the bathroom. I start thinking about what Harry said before I dozed off last night, did he really say 'I love you'? Did he mean for me to hear it? I jump when I feel his arms wrap around my waist,"Why are we a jumpy today, love?" he asked as he kissed my neck. "Oh, I guess I've had too much coffee" I say as a joke,"Do you want to go out later today?" "Well dont you think that we should keep Audrey some company?" "Audrey left..She left a note on the fridge and it said that she was staying at her cousins house about a mile from here" "How do we know that shes there and not looking for Connor?" "Because she left a number and I called and her aunt answered the phone" "Oh, well thanks for looking after her" "You told me to be there for you guys and thats exactly what I'm going to do" he said as he made me face him. I looked at him and smiled which he returned showing off his dimples again. I ruffled his curls as he lifted me up to sit on the sink. I watched him rub his nose against mine,"So what about that date?" he asked as he moved closer to me and bit his bottom lip,"Sure, what'd you have in mind?" "Well you know its about to be the end of the school year and its starting to get pretty hot so why not the beach? And plus I'd love to sea you in a bikini" he said as he winked at me,"I guess, its pretty hot and gosh Harry are the only things that run through your mind dirty?" "Why dont we go and find out what goes on in my mind?" he said with a smirk "Aha very funny Styles" I was about to go to the kitchen to make breakfast but he lifted me up over his back and took me to my room,"I think I'll give you a sneek peek of what goes on through my mind" he said with a devilish grin on his face

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I wake up exhausted from Harrys 'dirty thoughts' that he showed me and the fact that it was only a sneak peek scares me about all of his thoughts put together. I have to admit that there was definitely nothing innocent about what had just happened half an hour ago. I get up and see Harrys body sprawled over my bed butt naked. I chuckle a bit and cover him with a blanket, I didnt know that we were going to end up this exhausted. Im taking a shower when I hear a knock on the door,"You know if you feel lonely in there I could always join you" "Sorry but too late I'm already done" I saw as I turn off the water,"Well aren't you just no fun" he says through the door and I can bet that hes pouting. I walk out of the bathroom holding up my towel with my chin as I get all of my clothes in my hands. I start walking to my room when I feel Harry tug on my towel and it almost falls off. I squeek and run to my room before it hits the ground. I can hear him laughing and I know hes satisfied with him self.

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I put on a plain black bikini but the only thing that stands out is that the bikini top is in the shape of a bow. I get my hair and put it in a messy bun and slip on some shorts on and some toms and meet Harry in the living room and I notice that hes talking to somebody at the door,"She left to her aunts" I heard Harry say through gritted teeth,"Let me atleast apologize to Trinity" I heard somebody say. Im guessing its Connor,"Shes changing you can come back later" Harry said with annoyance in his voice,"Trinity!" Connor yelled as I came out from my little hiding spot in the corner and walk towards them."Hey" I say with a weak smile,"Trinity, I'm so sorry for what I did yesterday. I wasnt myself,I'm sorry for kicking you and hurting you" Connor said with a sorry look on his face. He tried to move past Harry but Harry just pushed him back. I looked down at my stomach and saw that the bruise wasnt that noticable but the one on my hip was definetly noticable. I saw Harrys face wince at how purple it was and his fists tightened so I quickly changed the subject,"Have you spoken to Audrey?" "No, can I stay here and wait for her?" "Uh sure" I said wondering if Harry would be mad at me. Harry and I walked out and got in the car, he didnt say anything so I guess he wasnt happy with me letting Connor wait for Audrey to come home,"Are you mad?" I asked as I stared at him,"Well what do you think? That guy beat you up and you accepted his crappy apology and you're letting him stay in your house!" Harry yelled as he hit the steering wheel,"I didnt accept his apology! And what do you want me to do? Leave him out in the streets?!" "Trinity he fucking left you bruises and he couldve wound you up in the hospital!" "Harry I--" "I dont care!" I noticed Harrys voice start to get shakey,"Harry...I'm fine, you stopped that from happening" We drove in silence for the entire car ride. When we got there he just parked the car and stared out at the ocean,"Lets go" he said as he left the car. I sigh and get out and follow him. I watch as he takes off his shirt and heads into the water without saying anything, I decide to follow him and I take off my shorts and get in the water. I start to swim and I get deeper and deeper in the ocean and out of the corner of my eye I see Harry staring at me. I decide to ignore him since hes been ignoring me and I take another dive under a wave. When I come back up I see Harry standing infront of me,"I'm sorry, it just bothers me that you were getting beat up meanwhile I was in the other room and I didnt keep my promise.." "What promise?" "I promised you that you were going to safe with me and I--" "Harry you're here for me now and thats what matters" "But--" "I feel safe with you Harry" I said as I smiled. He looked at me straight in the eyes and rubbed my cheek,"I love you Trinity" I felt my eyes widen and then a wave crashed into me which made me fall out of Harrys arms. I felt him quickly pick me out of the water and I started giggling and coughing a bit,"I love you too" I said right before he kissed me

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Harry and I walked in the house to find Audrey and Connor in deep conversation. Harry started walking towards Connor but I held onto his arm and made him stand back,"Hey guys, what are you talking about?" I asked as I nudged Harry closer to me,"Oh Connor was just apologizing and saying that it wont  happen again and if it does that he wont bother me again" Audrey said as she took Connors hand in hers,"Yeah, Harry I know your uncomfortable with me right now but if this happens again I'll let you kill me" Connor said with a little chuckle,"Thanks mate but uh I wasnt really asking for your permission when I said I would kill you" Harry said with a completely serious face,"Uh well we're gonna go to the room" I said as I pulled Harry into my room,"Wow babe" I said as I started laughing,"You scared him to death" "Thats what I was going for" he said with a wink