But I need to set things right. Our relationship can't keep going on like this. We are either going to start having the great relationship we used to have or we are going to break up, either way, it's better than this state of relationship-purgatory we are in now. I'm going to go over to Justin's right now and do my best to sort this out. I grabbed my keys and swung them around my finger, opening my front door. I turned around and locked the door behind me. Then I walked to my car, which was sitting at the end of the driveway. I pressed the unlock button on the keychain and opened the drivers side door and hopped in. I put the key in the ignition. Then, I checked myself out in the mirrors. Me and Justin may not be on good terms right now, but I still want him to think I look good. I fixed my hair a little and then twisted my keys, starting the engine. I pulled out of the driveway and began to drive the familiar path to Justin's. When I got there I slowly pulled up to it and parked my car. Wow, I'm way more nervous than I should be. After all, he is my boyfriend. I pushed the doorbell and heard the ding-dong from through the door. Then I heard someone rushing down the stairs. Soon, the door opened halfway and Justin's head popped out. I could tell he was holding back from saying, "Why are you here?" because after all, we are dating and that would be sort of mean. Both of us stood there for about 30 seconds, motionless. Then he opened the door fully, and said, "Come on in." I walked into his huge house, and sat on my favorite couch of his. I knew that I had to sort things out, right here, right now. I spoke up and said,
"Justin... do you love me? Do you really love me? It doesnt seem like you do anymore. I just want to say that im sorry and I love you. I'm sorry that I've let Ben damage our relationship just like he damaged me. I'm sorry that I always come to you with my problems. That's not fair and I know you have your own problems to deal with. I'm sorry about my anxiety issues. I'm sorry that I've let our relationship crumble right in front of my eyes. I'm sorry for everything, Justin. I love you, and I'm sorry."
He came over to me on the couch and sat right next to me. He turned and looked into my eyes and said,
