25 - Leaving

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by ZayleeConstancio

by ZayleeConstancio

Alisyanna

Couple days later

I was in my room with Austin as we sat on my bed , Austin is leaving to Tour pretty soon and I am leaving to .. I am leaving for tours also which were Meet & Greets , Vidcon , and etc .

" So what do we do now? " He asked breaking the silence and looking at me

" I .. I don't know cause I wanna be with you and go with you but this time I can't , you got a dream to continue and I just started my dream " I said looking deep into his eyes

" I know , Maybe we can do a Long distance ! " He exclaimed

" Austin you know very well I can't handle that again .... Look where it got Nath and I " I said looking away from him and looking down at the ground .

I soon realized things have to end , We won't be able to make time for each other with both of our dreams and everything and even when I don't wanna admit it or anything , we'll have to end things .

" Austin .... We'll have to end it " I said making eye-contact with him , My eyes tearing up a bit

" W-Wha-- no , no , Alisyanna we can make it through this ! we are strong enough and I just got you to be mine " He cried with tears forming in his eyes

" It's for the best ... We have dreams and goals that we worked so hard to get to and now we made it , now it's time to focus on our goals and not us like that sounds harsh but it is true " I said

" I know ... But since we are , I don't want any girl at all cause I only want you but please can we promise that we won't get into another relationship with other people but only each other " He says looking at me with tears rolling down his face and his voice cracked

" Austin .. " I trailed off but he cut me off

" Please " He said with his voice filled with sadness

" Okay , I promise " I said with fresh hot tears trailing down my face

He grabbed my face and kissed me , our lips molded together slow but passionate and I can tell we both wanted to make this last and soon enough things escelated ( Don't know how to spell it ) quickly cause soon enough we were laying on my bed as he was on top of me

We both lied there , no clothes and all sweaty , My head resting on his chest to hear his Heart beat slow down finally and he kissed my head .

" Well now you got my virginity " He said bluntly as if it was nothing so ... i don't know what to describe it

" And you got mine " I said with blushing cheeks .

His breathing began to be slow , I looked up to see him fast asleep but I will admit it right now that he looks cute but ... this will be the last time to see him like this which made tears form in my eyes but I quickly blinked to make sure they stop and go away .

I just wish things were easy for us but realized things are easy but sometimes hard and they are gonna be worth it and not worth it .

No matter what , My heart will always want Austin carter mahone and no one else.

He is my First love , My first , and Hopefully soon in the future my last .

THE END OF THIS BOOK AND ONLY BOOK ....JK NO THERE IS A SEQUEL XD

( wow this has been a tough relationships for Ali huh ,

but now she and Austin are finally together and happy then all of a sudden boom!

things had to ruin it but trust me readers !! there will be more of them and everything)

*Btw sorry if it was short , I am now busy *