Say somethin Mahone - Austin mahone sequel to ABMM (Discontinued)

Chapter 18

Alisyanna

I was with Jai in his room laying on his bed watching T.v with him and he well i guess feel alseep right now but i didn't mind because he looked cute asleep my phone vibrated so i checked it and seen it was text from Alex....okay weird?

From: Alex :)

'Hey , can we talk? meet me at the park at 7'

I checked the time it was 6:34 alright i guess i'll go to see what he has to say then so i got up but not to wake up jai , i kissed his cheek and he stirred i smiled so i got up grabbing his zip-up and put it on than walked out of his room than downstairs to the door and open it walked out and closed the door than walked to the park so i pulled my fine out and texted Alex back

To: Alex :)

'Sure , i'll walk over to the park'

i sent it and put my phone back into my pocket and kept walking , after walking for a bit i was finally at the park and i walked over to the tree where i saw Alex he was leaning on the Tree i still miss him and have feelings for him but i don't want to be with him after him cheating 2 times with the same girl because that hurts me so much like Zach and Tyler no like just no luckily me and Robert are still friends Zach yeah we're friends but tyler havent' talked with him for awhile 

"So what do you want to talk about"i asked looking at him and he sighed but looked at me with his brown eyes i missed but need to remember Jai is the one you love the most right now

"I really need to tell you how i feel"Alex said and i felt little confused how he feels?what does he even mean about what he feels? 

"Like what do you mean on how you feel?"i asked confused 

"I miss you Alisyanna , so much it just hurts watching you with Jai having him hold you in his arms , kiss you , tell you i love you , you sleeping in his arms , i just wish that was me doing all those things to you but i fucked up i know but Alisyanna i still love you and i never stopped "He said he looks so sad and broken but i was more "I never wanted to cheat on you 2 times but it happen because Sarah came on to me and i used to have thing with her but i guess old feelings came up , i just wish i can go back and take it back right now if i could i would to have you in my arms to know that your mine again "

"A-Alex....It hurts knowing you cheated 2 times , i don't know if i even want to be with you because the half of me still loves you but the other half of my heart loves Jai a lot like he is Faithful and takes care of me , respects me , loves me and shows me i am like a princess Plus i don't know if i want to be with you again because i don't know if i have trust for you after the times you hurt me like zach , tyler , nathan did they've all hurt me and i don't know if i can trust you after what happen before"i said feeling tears well up in my eyes

"That was in the past though Ali , i've changed i can be better right now because i really care and love you so much please just give me a chance to prove you i've changed"he said and tears streamed down his face oh Alex i want to give him a chance but no

"Alex...i'm with jai , but well breaks me to actually say this if it don't work with him Maybe i will give you chance"i said and he smiled showing his perfect teeth and i just sighed 

"Thanks"he said and i nodded walking away back to Jai's feeling so confused , sad  about what just happen and i was at jai's now so i open the door and closed the door behind me then sat on the couch i took my shoes off and took long deep breath and layed down soon Jai came in then sat besides me  he looked confused at me as i layed like this on the couch

"What's wrong babe"Jai said and i looked up at him

"Just had to talk with someone now i feel so upset now"i said and he picked me up bringing me on to his lap and held me this is just what i need right now held by my loving boyfriend , he cares so much about me , loves me , faithful with me i just don't get how lucky i am to even have him as mine "How did i get so lucky to have Nice , Cute , Adorable , Caring , Loving boyfriend?"

"I should actually be saying the same about you"He said and kissed the side of my head so i got up slightly looking at him confused what does he mean ?he's much more then me" Like you there for me when i am down ,i can talk with you about anything , your so deep with your thoughts and words , your funny , beautiful , have amazing personality , your there for others , you help others with their problems , your Faithful , so different just makes me fall more in love with you everyday , hour , minute , second "

"Aww baby , your just amazing boyfriend i can't ever see myself lose you because i am the luckiest girl in the world to be with you Jai Domenic Brooks"i said smiling feeling tears run down my face

"I am the luckiest man in the world to be with you Alisyanna joy Mahone"he said tears running down his face and we shared a kiss but much different we didn't use tongue , rough , hard or anything it was full of love , passion , and romance between us i just feel like we're in a movie right now together and this amazing being with him right now he is the best boyfriend ever

I never wanna lose my chance with Jai , he treats me so special like a actual Princess sure i had bad time in the past with everything and guys especially but Jai he forgets that and focuses more on us mostly , he doesn't let anyone get in the way and makes a effort for his singing and me this is the boy i wanna marry and plan to have a life with <3 I love JAI DOMENIC BROOKS