Chapter 19

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Alisyanna

I was cuddiling with Jai in his room while watching a movie but soon my phone vibrated so i checked it and seen it was from austin so i smiled

From: Austin bruh!

'Hey ali ....Camila and i broke up :( </3'

I sighed and texted him i will come over than looked at jai 

"Hey babe , Austin needs me him and Camila chick broke up so is it cool if i..."I said trailing off cause i know he knows what i mean and he nodded kissing me on the lips still feeling that fuzzy feeling in ym stomach that he'd give me every time we would kiss so pretty much :)

"Yeah of course , i'll drive you there"He said getting up and turn the tv off i put my shoes on and jai does to we both walk downstairs to pass the guys and to outside and we walked to the car and got in than buckled up and jai turn the car on we than pulled out and drove off to Austin's i leaned my head against the mirror it was cold but soothing to me and comfortable but anyways jai and i held hands while he drived we soon were at Austin's he stopped the car so i kissed jai on the lips "Text me if you need a ride home" i nodded opening the door getting out 

"Love you"He added and i smiled at him 

"Love you to"I added and slam the door shut as he drove off than i turned around to walk to the door and when i knocked on it i waited 2 minutes and the door open to see my mom

"Hey honey"Mom said with a weak smile 

"Hey , in his room?"I said and she nodded so i walked passed her to upstairs and i walked to Austin's room and open the door to see him listening to music while petting i sighed taking my shoes off and walked over to him poked his arm and he moved over to make some room for me and i pulled the blankets up and layed down beside him and coverd up than he took his headphones off 

"Hey , so tell me everything"I said looking at him and he sighed 

"W-We ...She ....Couldn't handle of us being now on different times of tour"He said his voice now getting raspy i know he's about to cry but is trying not to but i hugged him now he is balling his eyes out and i started to cry myself because this is Austin here ,  he been there for me when i had my heartbreaks so i rubbed his back as he cried into my shirt but i don't care if it's wet at all "It hurts...Ali....why ?why everything "I took a deep breath

"Austin , it's life and you'll have some heart breaks but just need to remember there's so many girls out there in the world and Camila isn't the only one i promise you that but all you need is your boys and me of course plus to have fun sure you'll have times you will miss Camila at times but you don't have to move on fast yet it takes time trust me ...I know"I said looking away remembering Nathan , Alex i sighed as he held me tighter in his arms "Just know Austin , that i'm always gonna be here for you and that you can talk to me anytime alright ...I love you Austin" 

"Love you to Alisyanna"He said than looked at me "There is something that's coming up"his voice was still sad and i listen

"What?"I asked

"Angel's....Angel's memorial when she passed on"He said looking down , oh Angel i remember her when Mom told me about how Austin was close to Angel so i hugged him as he hugged me 

"Hey , we can go to where you burried her and put some Flowers there but also maybe we can sing a duet together how's that ?"I said and he nodded so i got up  and walked to his computer than got on Youtube and searched a song that i can sing for Austin to cheer up a little bit or feel better

so i played 'Missing you' by 1st lady of Karaoke version

'Oh Oh Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you

oh oh oh oh
Baby I'm missing you

Things'll never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you
oooh ohhh
oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby'

As i was done he smiled slighty but i realized he had his phone recording so i hurried over to giggiling 

"Austin , no you didn't delete it wait no stop recording"I said giggiling as i tried to take his phone away soon we started to wrestle  laughing 

Michelle

I smiled recording Austin and Alisyanna wrestle while laughing , okay this is weird for me to Admit but i'd think Austin would be better off with Alisyanna

Yeah sure i Adopted Alisyanna but still they're not by blood but i prefer Austin to be with her and i just think so pretty much so i stopped recording them and walked away to finnish dinner

Austin

I breathed heavy as we stopped wrestiling it was fun

"Well that was fun"She said smiling looking over at me and i nodded with her "Wanna watch a movie?" 

"Yeah how bout...Neighbor's "I said and she nodded so i got up and walked to put the DvD into the dvd player and press the button than sat back in my spot with Alisyanna we layed under the blankets watching the movie as i wrapped my arm around her shoulder as we watched


I than felt kind had a weird feeling in my stomach like just...what i felt around Camila like i don't what i'm feeling and it's weird feeling like i don't if it's a stomach ache or not

what's going on with me?

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