The last thing I honestly have left to live for is Jennifer. She's my idol, my life. I don't know what I would do without her. No, it's not sad. Honestly this is perfectly normal for fangirls in this day and age. Like there's so much to live for in the fandom world. Edit making, rp (role play), fanfics (fan fiction), fangirling (screaming, crying and sometimes 'ashjksd' when you can't form words), award shows, interviews, books, movies, those spam accounts that can make people gain loads (of followers) that can honestly save lives. They can make you gain that one follower that will change your life.
For me that follower was @/tfiono. His name's Adam, he lives in the America. Adam is always there, not just for me, but for everyone. He's supportive and kind and a total fanboy. He's given me so much strength. He's even motivated me to come out... yep we're a bisexual fandom couple.
But not everything's perfect in our lives. We screw up, like a lot. We scream and we fight and we know it'll end eventually, but it's still perfect to me. So now you know my past. Kinda scary, eh? Ya no, not really. Not compared to now anyways. Here's my present which still sucks, don't get your hopes up.
Snapchat
Adam, are you there?
Yea, what's up?
Pain, just had another chemo treatment.
Aww sweetie, I hope you feel better soon.
Are you okay mentally tho?
Of course not ahahah
Don't you know me at all?
Sweetie do you want me to come visit you?
No, I don't want you to see me like this Adam.
Okay Lacey, I'll leave you to rest for now. I hope you feel better soon.
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Jlaw Obsessed
Short StoryHi, I'm Lacey Clarke, I'm a Jlaw obsessed teenage girl who was diagnosed with Leukaemia and this is my story. Don't think it's one of those stories that's going to make the world seem perfect because it's far from it. My life sucks end of story.
