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Scars don't define you, you define yourself; Poe Dameron x reader

*Author's note*

God been a long time since I wrote a love oneshot hasn't it? But after reading a lot of Poe Dameron x reader fics I couldn't help myself esp. after seeing SW:TFA twice Poe became my fav. character for he is one hell of a pilot.  Sorta wrote this on a brain fart yesterday during classes and idk if it does any justice to you Dameron fans out there so sorry in advance of this just plain sucks. I do NOT own Star wars or its characters *though I wish I owned BB-8 he's SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!* If you haven't seen the force awakens yet, DON'T READ BECAUSE THERE IS A HINT OF SPOILERS IN THIS!!!!! Anyways I hope you guys like it and if not then just leave and don't bother reading.

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I had just gotten out of a meeting with General Organa aka my aunt Leia. She wanted to discuss any new leads that my research team had found regarding her brother, my father Luke Skywalker. I had told her not quite but we hope that soon our allies would find something.

But I guess I'm getting ahead of myself, you all probably don't know who I am exactly, well my name is (y/n) Skywalker, daughter of the famous Jedi Master, Luke Skywalker. I was trained under my father for as long as I can remember, we even went to the first Jedi temple to train the next generation of Jedi. But that wasn't until my cousin Ben betrayed my father and slaughtered all the young Jedi. I alone was the last of my father's pupils to survive, but at great cost.

As Ben and I fought to the death with each other, both of us using the full extent of our training of using the force against one another and our lightsabers crossing with each others. As our lightsabers cross one another's his red Sith lightsaber vs. my (f/c that's NOT red sorry guys) lightsaber. I had the advantage over him, when he suddenly used the force on my mind forcing me to lose my focus and my upper hand. His lightsaber then inched closer and closer to my face. I tried using whatever strength I had left to save my life but it sadly wasn't enough. He had gotten me on my left eye and that's all I could remember before I blacked out.

Next thing I knew, I was at the Resistance base with my aunt Leia standing over me, but there was one problem. I couldn't see out of my left eye. It was then Leia told me that they had found me barely alive after my fight with Ben and my father had disappeared but she also told me that the damage to my left eye was so damaged that not even the most advance technology could help fix my sight.

All of this happened to my when I was only 13 years old.

Now that I'm 28 I fight along with the Resistance as second in command of the Resistance next to my aunt Leia, I am also head of research with my team trying to find any information we can find on my father's current whereabouts, hoping to bring him home once again. And every now and then I'll fight alongside the X-wing pilots alongside my dearest friend Poe Dameron.

Shortly after I had been brought to the Resistance base after Ben's betrayal, I met Poe well Poe met me underneath my X-wing after I was having an anxiety attack from remembering that night. You see ever since that day, every now and then I'll have almost extreme anxiety attacks remembering that day, the fight, the killings, my father's disappearance.

I miss him, there's not a day that goes by when I wish I was still by my father's side. Anyways, he found me crying and trying hard to breathe underneath my X-wing, he came to me and asked me if I was okay but when I could barely answer he held onto me and soothed me back to reality, out of my darkened flashback and back to the real world. I thanked him and apologized for ruining his flightier pilot uniform but he said that it was no big deal, so long as I was okay.

And from that day on we've been the best of friends, having each other's back and comforting each other in our time of need.

Now back to the present, I was back at my office going back on some papers seeing if I overlooked anything regarding my father's location when I felt a bump at my legs. I looked down and smiled at the droid that was now beside me.