Forever and Always Remember. (Book two)

Chapter 6

Renea's POV:

My face stained with tears for what I was about to do. I pulled my pocket knife out. Opened it and sat it on the carpet across from me. There I was. Sitting on the floor in Harry's bathroom. I ran my index finger along my cuts from last time."This is for you!" I yelled looking up. Reffering to my late family memebers "I hope your happy!!" I'd lost the people I cared about. I picked up my knife agian and slid the cool metal across my skin. It sent chills across my skin and down my spine.

Then Harry went through my mind. He caught me cutting myself once before, I told him I would stop. Then I told him I stopped. But I didnt. I continued on anyways. It doesnt matter. Harry and Zayn are asleep right now.

I slid the blade across my wrist once more getting deeper than the first cut. I let out a high pitched sqeal. As my tears mixed with the blood slowly dripping down my arm.

"Babe what are y-" I found Harry in the door way. Only this Harry was shocked and angry.

"Harry.. I... Uh.. You.. You werent supossed to find out about this."

"YOU.... YOU FUCKING LIAR" Harry was furious. But I didnt blame him.

"Harry-"

"NO! YOU LIED TO ME! YOU ASSHOLE!! I BELIVED YOU! I TRUSTED YOU!" By this point Gemma, and Zayn were standing behind Harry about 5 feet back sure to stay out of it. "Which was obviously a mistake."Harry said And walked to his room slamming the door behind him.

I sat there on the floor in a puddle of my own blood and tears. And I began to cry even more. I put my head in my hands so that they wouldnt see me

"I'll get him." Zayn said walking into Harry's room shuting the door quickly behind him.

I saw Gemma walk over to me in the corner of my eye."No no. Dont cry, love. I'm sure hes not even that mad."

I sniffled and Looked up at her "Gemma.''

"Yes?"

"Will you take me home?"

"Of course," She said helping me up careful not to touch any blood.

"I.. I'm... I'm sorry." She looked me in the eyes as I stuttered my words.

"No Renea... " She sighed "Come on" She said holding my wrist, slowly taking me to her car.

When we got in the car I got my phone out and called Liam afters about 4 rings"Hello?"

"Hey.. um.. Liam" I said.

"Yeah?"

"Have you ever made Harry angry? Like really angry?" I saw Gemma quickly glance at me.

"Shit.. Renea.. Wha'd you do?"

"Can you come to my house in half an hour?"

"I dont know Renea its almost Midnight.."

"Please Liam."

"Uh.. Fine.."

"Thanks Payne see ya in a bit." I said sounding perky, even though i was still sad, and hung up. I cant belive this. I just... Im so stupid. Harrry's probly never going to forgive me. I just really need someone to talk to, And Gemma isnt exactly the one I want it to be. Im glad Liam is coming over.

I must of been deep in thought because it seemed like a matter of seconds but we were at my house..

"Shit, Louis is still up." I said noticing the lights on within the first floor .

"Sorry Kiddo but I cant stay to explain for ya." Gemma said looking me in the eyes.

"Its okay. He was gonna find out sooner or later. I was hoping later but whatever." I said and shrugged

I stepped out. This is it. The moment of truth. I exhaled, leaving a mist of my breath in the air. I took my first step torwards the door

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"Hello door." I said sighing as i grabbed the handle.

I walked in and Louis wasnt in the living room. Thank God..

"Hey Renea why are you baaaaack" Louis came from the Kitchen noticing my aperance as he said 'back.'

"Kill me sweetly." was all I said

"What the hell is on your clothes"

"Uh... Urine?.." Im a terrrible liar.

"Seriously? Urine??"

"Its... Cat.. Urine?.." I said trying to cover up my terrible lie."Harrys cat"

"You know what I'll deal with you later" He said walkig towards the stairs

"Oh and Liams coming over in less than 30 minutes"

"Whatever, just dont fuck." he said going up the stairs.

''Okay..''