Im a Nobody - OneDirection

As I stood on stage for the final time for this tour, I was mesmarized. How it's gone so fast and quickly, why didn't I savour everymoment? I walked off stage and saw the boys.

It was the next day and I was sad this tour was over. I went downstairs and saw a girl. "hello." I said unsure of what to do. She's a girl in Our hotel department. I had my own room and so did each of the boys but we had the same living room, kitchen etc, but I had an ensuite. "Hey. Im flora." I nodded.

"So, um don't mind me asking, why are you here?" I asked un-easy.

"Im with Harry. I met him at the club last night.And yeah..." She smiled. I felt my throat swell up an dmy heart explode. "Oh. That's. Um. Yeah. Anway. I have to go. Just promise you won't say anyhting?" She nodded and did the thing with locking their mouth with the key. I went to my room and get my suitcase. I waved goodbye to her and walked out. I payed my part of the bill of the hotel and left to find a taxi. I couldn't take it anymore!! I got to the scottish airport and flew near london so then i'd only have to get a train. I walked up to my front door. I went into the living room. My whole family was there. Crying. I sat down next to my mum. Where was Allie. Everyone was crying. "NOO!!!" I screamed "SHE CAN'T SHE'S ALIVE." But I knew otherwise. Nomatter what I could possibly say, nothing seemed to change. She was dead. I've lost her forver. But yet, She's still in my heart. I had to walk pastt allie's room to get to mine so I opened the door and looked at her stuff. I went in and explored. There was video tapes of me and her when we was little singing and dancing. She helped me make up some songs too. So from now on, Everyperformance, Every little tune, Every number one, Is for and only for, Allie Kenzie Maye. I layed in her  bed. 

I woke up and saw that my eyes were all puffy from my crying. "mum?" I asked in a whisper. It's the loudest I could go, seeing my crying drained it all. "Yes." 

"I found this." I handed it to her. It was a note that I found in Allie's room.

It read.

" If I ever die, this is what I want to happen: Olivia is in charge of all the music. Whilst mum is boss. Okay? I want it to be held in Australia and at that place where Frank  [Great grandfather who Liv loved lots.] is buried. I would like Olivia to sing someof my favourite songs but she HAS to sing Live like theres no tommorow. Yes, im writing this with cousin Derek. I want A special guest of mums choice to read the note that derek has buried away to Olivia and let everyone know what the letter reads. For now, I want it to be on the 25th of the month that is coming up. Cause I know how much Olivia and me like that number. Just remember Im always with you and I love you lots. Thank you so much for a beautiful life. Thank you Olivia for being the best that you could ever be and being such a great role model and yet, being bullied. I love you. AllieKenzieMaye. " I looked at mum and we was both crying. 

()()()()FEW WEEKS LATER()()()()

We had it arranged. I made up a song and everything. I just.... Missed her. It's such a harsh life. Why her?! Why though!!! "PLEASE GET READY FOR LANDING!" said the microphonen of the plane. Firtst time in my eintire life, inn Austrailia without Allie. She was my world. And I loved her. So much, so with her gone, So has my heart, but the torn bit that made me run away fourweeks ago is on the ground, being stamped all around. I've been getting texts from them saying "Are you okay? X" , "Where are you? X" but the one that I never belived was Harry's text saying "I miss you X"  I never replied to any of their texts. Ever.

I was falling into a soft dream that felt real. Tommorow is the funeral.....

****THE*DREAM****

We was sat on his bed. Me, drunk and him sober. "I Love you Harrold Edward Styles." He laughed and blushed. "You're drunk." I shook my head. "I do. I lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrve you thiiiiiiiiis much!" stretching my arms as big as I could. 

"Like I said you're drunk." he replied. I sulked. "Then why would I blush everytime you wink or say that I looked Beutiful?" he smiled. "Good. Beacuse I love you too Oliva Jayne Maye." He said tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. He leaned in and I did too. 

His lips.... the Feeling, the moment. there was fireworks, a billion! he pulled away. He picked up some wine from the bed side cabinet and had some. He spilt a bit on me. "Im sorry." He said wiping it were it stained. I pulled away his hand. "It's fine Harry." I layed down and he layed next to me.

**Reality**

I woke up and went to my suitcase. I pulled out the dress that was also in my dream There it was. The exact same stain in my dream... I... admitted???

He did too? That means.... that was flashback of something i never remembered. But... I can't do anything now.. The funeral's today and I need him. 

I got changed and met Jaymie, mikayla, elysia and lauren downstairs with my mum. I wasnt hungary so I had a cereal bar. We was wearing this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=36464190

It was the after party and I went on stage. 

"Hi. My sister wanted me to do this and so yeah... This one is one of her favourite songs and we would dance in the kitchen to it all day long." 

I then started to sing 'firework' by Katy Perry. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcdOS2AxdJA&feature=related I then saw five figures at the back. OneDirection... why were they here? I just carried on. "This next one was made by me and Allie. We made it when she was four. She helped me with the lyrics. It's called Live Like theres no tommorow. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIo3CbWwbG0

I looked up and looked in harry's eyes during the song. I looked away. Im glad but yet sad his here. Happy that he is here and i've missed him, even though it pains to see him. I finished the song. He smiled. "Finally, in a note I found, she said she'd want me to make a song up and publish it so I could feel connected to her. She also stated for me to publish Live like theres no tommorow. So here is My new one... I guess? Called The Ghost of You." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3Wbb4Jpwr4

I walked off stage and tried to stay away from Harry and one direction. I was at the back of the room when I heard cheering and then music began to play. I turned to the stage. It was them. They was singing. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUkzUFVeKYE I understood this song. The lyrics and why they was singing it. 

The meaning is where this girl loses someone she loves to death. To me it means that her best guy friend who has a crush on her forever. The turn around is him saying "hey, turn around, I love you, im the one for you.." etc. So they were singing this to me? 

They came off stage and I pulled harry to the side. "Is it true?" I asked him. He looked confused. "What happened the night I got drunk. Please you have to tell me." He looked me in the eyes and then said.....

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CLIFF HANGER XD So... what do you think he says? I would like 2 or 3 comments on what YOU think Harrold says before I post the next chapter... I know what he says.... But do YOU?! Comment :)

So what did you think... not expecting that, huh? Anyways, I knew this would happen and thats why I skipped. I couldn't contain it anylonger.. I even know whats happening in the end (: 

LoveYouuuuuu!!!! 

CharlieIsMe