2 a.m. Thoughts

the lonely girl

i don't like the crowd

and i tend to hide in corners

i wouldn't go to a party

and dance off to the loud music

i do like hanging out with my friends

and just sit around in silence

but not when they talk too much

i guess i just wanted to be

around anyone-

anybody

just a reminder that i'm alive

but at the same time

i want to be alone,

without having to feel lonely