You're Mine... (BWWM)

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A m e r i c a 🇺🇸

   Today was the day I was going to visit James, and I couldn't be anymore nervous than I am now, and plus I was leaving Tabby with the kid, so that was adding even more stress.

"America just leave I got this, you're acting like you have never left me with the kids before." She had a point, or maybe I was trying to make an excuse to stay.

"Do I look okay?"

"You look fine, go!" I nodded my head, and grabbed photos of the girls from when they were babies till now.

I walked over to my babies, and crouched down getting to there level.

"Mom going out for a little bit, I be back, love you." I told them and they both hugged me and kissed me on the lips.

"Love you too mommy," they said and they turned attention back to the spongebob movie.

"Here fix this," Tabby unbutton a couple of buttons on my shirt and pushed up my boobs, " show him what he's missing out on."

I shook my head, and laughed and walked out the door, and into the car.

"You can do this America it's no big deal, it's just your first lover, and the father of your children." I said to myself.

Before I went to the jail, I went to Walmart to make copies of the photos so he could have pictures of his babies.

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I huffed and walked into the doors, and I was led to a seat, and I waited. My hands were sweaty, and I kept rubbing them against my pants.

"Wow," I heard his voice along with a chuckle, and sat down across from me.

"Feels like forever since I have seen you, and you look more beautiful then ever." God I hate to admit that I miss his voice, and his company.

"Thank you James, so how are you?" I asked him.

"I should be asking you that." He told me. "But I'm fine, been hanging low in here, I'm getting released early for good behavior." I smiled I could till that James has mature, in this four years.

"Well that's great, not going to lie I really miss you James, I wish you hadn't done what you did, or you would be home with the girls, and I wouldn't have to be visiting this place." I told him truthfully, he placed his hand out, and I grabbed it. I smiled down at our hands.

"So how are my baby girls?" He asked smiling his face lit up when he mention about the girls, and I smiled.

"They are great big, and the are grown, and when I say that they act like they are twenty one or something." I said laughing and he laughed with me.

I pulled out the pictures, and showed him. He teared up when he saw the pictures of them.

"God they are so beautiful, man I wish I didn't fuck up, You and I would be married and my girls beside me."

"It's okay they'll-"

"It's not okay America my kids don't know who I am, and I shouldn't have done what I had done to you, I regret it every single day, and I was shocked when you answered my phone." He told me, I rubbed my thumb around his hand.

"James I love you, okay and I know you didn't mean to do that to me, and I know you wouldn't do it again, I can tell that you have changed since you been in here." 

"So once you get out, you can come over and visit, and go on trips, get to know your kids." I smiled.

"Yeah I'll sure do that." He smiled back at me.

"Alright times up," one of the policemen said, and we both lifted from our seat.

"Okay well I'll come visit another, love you."

"That sounds great I need as much company as possible in here, before I loss my mind." He said chuckling.

"And love you too."

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I got back home to my baby girls who were asleep, I kissed their heads, and went to find Tabs.

I looked in the kitchen, and she was on the phone.

" Great. She's so stupid, but I'm glad everything is out, now we just wait and see what happens." I walked in making her notice me, her eyes got big.

"Well I got to go I'll talk you later, bye." I looked at her suspicious, something doesn't feel right.

"Who was that?" I asked her grabbing a water bottle out the fridge.

"Uh my cousin, he called and told me about his girlfriend." She said.

"Well I got to work in the morning I'll see you tomorrow." And with that she walked away. I looked at the mess around the house, and picked it up. I carried the girls to their rooms, and went bed myself.

What a long day.