CRUEL INTENSIONS

They say when your in love , it cause you to do crazy things.

And that indeed is true. I love my baby's dad Drew. He's my everything.

We've been together since I was 13.

I don't think I can live with out him.

I have two kids by him. My 2 year old daughter Aubrey. And my 6 month old son Andre.

I love my kids. They are my life.

"Ma brother is throwing up" my daughter said snapping me out of my thoughts.

I looked over at Andre and he deff was spitting up.

I took his bib that said "Mommy's King and whiped off his mouth and chin.

He started smiling at me. My son is so handsome.

I heard the back door open and shut. It was my boyfriend Drew.

"Daddy!" Aubrey ran and jumped on him.

"Hi princess" he said kissing her on her cheek.

Andre started wiggling on my lap. I guess he was happy to see him too.

"Aye how's daddy's lil man" Drew picked him up and threw him in the air.

"Aye be careful with him" I said scared that he was gonna drop him.

"Hush Zharia I ain't gone drop my son" he said kissing Dre on his forehead.

"Yeah whatever" I sighed.

"Mommy can we go bye bye now" Aubrey asked sitting on my lap.

"Where yaw going" Drew asked.

"I was gonna take them to get ice cream" I said helping Aubrey put on her shoes.

"How yaw getting there" he raised his eyebrow.

"Well since you just got home I was gone take the car" I grabbed Andre from his hands.

"You better catch a jitney or the bus" he smirked.

"I don't want to waste money on public transportation when we have a perfectly fine car right outside" I pointed towards the door.

"No your wrong. I have a perfectly fine car you ain't got shit" he walked into the kitchen .

I followed him. "Your not serious are you" I walked in front of him.

"Get out my fucking way" He said.

I didn't move. He tried to go the other way but I blocked him.

"Move Bitch" he balled up his fist.

"Fuck you nigga" I yelled.

Right after I said that he slapped me. I was used to him hitting me. So it wasn't new to me.

I flew to the ground holding my face. I tried so hard to hold back my tears.

I sucked it up and got up.

"I told your dumb ass to fucking move" He spat then walked out the house.

"Mommy your bweeding" Aubrey ran to me.

I heard Dre crying. I went to get him. He stopped crying and touched where Drew hit me at.

I really got to start standing up for myself.

I need a car too. I can't keep depending on no man.

"Hey Dad can I use the car for a couple days" I asked.