CRUEL INTENSIONS

I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE

Its been 3 weeks and I'm getting out of jail today. Ha yeah I told the cops that I was getting abused by Drew...which I was and that I shot him in self defense. They let me go. I still have Ray on my mind. The kids are in Florida with Lorie. So I have to go home to nobody.

I guess it will give me time to think about my actions. I walked outside the jail doors and smelled the fresh air. I got in my car and went to the store. I'm going shopping.

Remember I have all Drews shit. He thinks that Candy stole it so he beat her ass and then broke up with her. Im still laughing at the thought.

"Is that all today ma'am" the cashier asked.

"Yes" I said.

"Okay 2,000" she says.

Damn that's a lot. lol o well it ain't my money.

I handed her the black card.

"Have a good day".

"You too".

Drew's dumb ass ain't even call to make his cards stop. Uggh I guess that's how it is when you don't finish high school. I ain't tell yaw he dropped out. Well now yaw know.

He ain't shit. I HATE HIM SO MUCH NOW! Its not even funny.

When I walked into the next store I got a bunch of shit for the kids. Games clothes shoes toys. When I payed for everything I headed home.

I just got out of jail and needed some rest. I still ain't trust Drew. yeah that nigga lived! sadly.

I pulled out my gun before grabbing the bags and bringing them in the house.

I turned on the lights and Drew was sitting on the couch. I aimed for him.

"Zharia don't shoot. Hear me out" he yelled.

I put the gun down .

"Get out my house" I yelled.

"Baby listen to me please" he begged with sorrow in his eyes.

I threw the bags down.

I cocked the gun back.

"You got five seconds to leave my damn house Drew" I yelled.

"Zharia let me explain. I know you think I killed Ray but I didn't" he said putting his hands in the air.

Tears formed in my eyes and I let them fall.

"If you didn't kill him. Who did?" I screamed.

He didn't say anything. I know this bastard killed my baby.

"I know you killed him. I should kill your ass right now!" I scream.

"Zharia baby stop screaming. I never meant to hurt you" he said walking over to me.

I step back and aim the gun at him again.

"Baby don't do this! I love you" he begged.

I put the gun down. What am I doing? I'm about to kill the man I once would take a bullet for. The man that I used to love madly. The father of my children.

He hugged me and threw the gun down. "I love you" he whispered in my ear.

That done it. Those 3 words right there! That's what he used to always say to me when he knew he was in the wrong. I instantly became angry again and started hitting him.

"Baby Stop I do love you" he yelled.

"I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I grabbed the gun and he ran out the house. I shot after him until his car disappeared down the road.

I sunk to the ground on my porch and cried. Why am I crying?This doesn't make sense.

I want Ray. I want my kids. I want my life to go back to normal.

I can't deal with all this.

I put the gun to my head.

Goodbye world. I no longer want to be here.

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Ago Zharia lol. She finally puts her foot down. Do you think she's really gonna kill herself?

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