CRUEL INTENSIONS

PAYBACKS A BITCH AINT IT?

Drew been blowing up my phone since what happened. I got tired of him calling so I changed my number.

Oh me and Ray made it official!

"You think he's gone come to the house" I ask Ray. I mean I am a lil scared. What if he tries to hurt Ray or the kids. Or my family.

He can hurt me. He's been doing it for so long I really don't care anymore.

I can't believe I was once in love with this fool. I finally realised that he really ain't shit.

"Babe to be honest. He might. He seems petty like that" Ray says eating his food.

I made dinner for us today. I made greens corn on the cob meat loaf and mashed potatoes. It was bomb too.

"Mommy you pass me the salt" Aubrey says.

"Sure Baby" I say giving her the salt.

She pours it on top of her meat loaf.

"Okay Aubrey not so much" I say taking the salt away.

Dre whines for the salt. I laugh and sprinkle a lil over his food. He smiles and then eats his food with his hands.

"I think I want the kids to stay at my moms un till the beef is over" I say to Ray.

"Yeah but you shouldnt stay here either. Go over your moms too" he says.

"But what about you" I ask.

"I'll stay at a hotel but promise me something".

"Sure".

"Promise me that you'll come visit me" he winks.

I laugh "Oh course! I promise".

"I love you" he says.

"I love you too" I reply.

After the kids get done eating I pack their stuff. I rather leave tonight. It just don't feel right. Feel like something is gone pop off.

As I pick up Dres toys off his floor. I hear gun shots being fired. I run in the room and push the kids on the ground.

After the shooting stops I run into the living room where Ray was. There was blood everywhere.

He was shot in the neck and chest. Tears streamed down my face. "Come on Ray stay with me Baby" I sobb.

I called 911 and then they finally came.

I grabbed the kids stuff and put it in the car.

I followed the ambulance to the hospital.

After waiting for 25 minutes the doctor came out. I stood up.

"Sorry mam he's gone" the doctor said.

My heart stopped. My baby was gone. I knew Drew did this. Me and Ray was trying to start a new life. He wanted the best for me. I wanted us to become a family. Now all that can't happen because of me. This is all my fault!

I call Keyshia and my family and tell them what happened. The rushed to the hospital.

"Baby its gonna be okay" Keyshia says holding me.

I just cried and cried. I can't believe he's gone.

"This is all my fault" I yell.

"No its not. He is in a better place now" Keyshia says.

I don't say anything back.

Right now I have no words.

I stayed the night at me moms. Everybody tried their best in comforting me even Lorie.

I didn't want comfort from them. I want Ray to be ALIVE!

I punched the wall and began kicking things over. My dad ran into the room and held me down.

I just cried until their were no more tears to come out.

**Rays funeral**

Ray knew a lot of people. So it was packed. I didn't even wanna believe I was here. I miss him already. All the memories we built.

I have to admit I was in love with Ray and he was my first love. Drew will never compare to Ray.

I walked up to his body and kissed him. "Goodbye Ray" I whispered and sat down.

His family wasn't mad at me. Even though I was the reason their loved on died. Instead they comforted me.

People sang and the Rev. talked. I zoned him out. I was thinking about how I'm gonna live on with out Ray.

**After the funeral**

"Hey we are having dinner at my moms house your welcomed to come. I know how close you too are. He stayed talking about you" Brandy said.

I started crying. "He did" I asked.

Tears formed in her eyes. She shook her head. I hugged her.

Her daughter will never know her uncle. Yeah she had her baby just three days ago.

...........

I walked to the car. Brandy waved goodbye to me.

I smiled and waved back.

As I drove down the road to Drews house I thought about killing him.

Then I thought about the kids. They need they daddy.

I don't really know why I showed up to the house.

Tears poured down my face.

Drew opened the door. "What the fuck you- BANG BANG! I shot him.

Next thing you know I heard the ambulance.

Candy was screaming. I just continued to cry.

___________________________________

This book is almost over. Just a couple more chapters.

Yaw know what to do right? Rape that follow button ;) Comment , Vote and please give me some feedback. I wanna know how yaw feel about the story now.

-bye LOVES :)