2014 October
The Intramural has just ended and it's now near my graduation.
I can't fathom into my heart that soon, I would not be seeing you anymore, at least everyday.
I can't. And I don't want to.
The other day you were just in the computer lab, typing something, working again, as you always do. Ever since you started to work as the Public Relations Officer.
And I was there. I was playing that famous LAN game with all the boys in our department.
I saw you then, you were leaving. And then the Student Council President told us to also leave because there will be no one to guard the computer lab.
I so wanted to tell you anything, for you to just...not leave. But all I said was "Via, konting kaligayahan naman!" You didn't look at me, why?
I was so embarrassed at that brief moment, I didn't know why I said that, in front of everyone I knew there. We don't even have any relationship, at all. I can't even look at you straight in the eyes.
But I can't help it, I saw you getting your things and really leaving. I felt quite sad but at the same time happy, because I get to be with you in the same room even for just a little while.
I missed your presence, especially when you were with us last intramural. How I wish I can turn back time. Back when I was still free and stupidly hesitating to be with you.
I knew back then, that you wanted it too. But we both somehow can't. Is this what's supposed to happen?
Oh right. Just right. Your hard drive which was used to play that LAN game was left here. And I think I don't have any choice but to take it and bring it back to you. Or else, who will? Well... I'm with my best friend, I can let him. But I think I'll just keep it safe with me for a while.
I promise I'd bring it back to you as soon as possible.
