asleep // t.b.s

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The next morning it was a bit cloudy on the sky.I turned around in my bed,clicking on the digital clock next to my bed. 06:12 AM.
I sighed,turned around again,trying to sleep a little more. I think i layed in bed 15 minutes without sleep,I knew that I wouldn't sleep.
Instead I sat up in my bed looking at the clock again,06:25.
I stretched before I got out of my bed,I felt a shiver go down my spine as my feet touched the floor,it was a bit cold.

When I looked through my bag of clothes I saw a pair of black jeans and a red hoodie,when I saw them I got a great idea.

When I changed to the red hoodie and the black jeans I sneaked out of my room,heading towards the kitchen. Only letting my toes touch the floor so nobody woke up.
Everybodys doors was closed and it was quiet,puh,nobody woke up.
I was going to explore a bit around the forest,and also going up a little mountain.
I opened the fridge,making four sandwitches,laying them in a bag and then in my rugsack. I also took two bottles of Fiji water,an extra hoodie and things like that.

Before I left the kitchen I put down a note on the dinner table,saying : "I'm going to be in the forest all day,I'm coming back to dinner. / Lucy"

I put on my jacket,my sneakers and my dark green beanie, sneaking out the door and closing it gently.

I felt the fresh air melt in my face softly as I walked into the forest,towards the little mountain. I put my hands in my pockets,enjoying walking in the forest.

I don't know how long it took to get to te mountain,maybe 20 minutes. But when I was beside it I felt adrenaline rushing through my body,I started walking up on the little path going a bit upstairs while I was humming some words in a song.

It took around two or three hours to get to the top,but it was totally worth it. The view was beautiful and it felt like I was flying.
I sat down on the little area,resting my back against a stone. My stomach started to growl,I pulled out a sandwich from my rugsack and started eating,I also drank a bit of the water bottle.
After awhile I started to get sleepy because I woke up so early. I couldn't help it but rest a little bit,as I thought.

I don't know how long I've slept but I woke up when someone started shaking my shoulder and saying my name a few times,Thomas.
"Lucy? Wake up! It's late."
I opened my eyes,realising that the sun was about to go down.
I stormed up,almost making Thomas jump a little bit.
"How much is the clock?!" I asked starting to put on my rugsack.
"When I left the cabin the clock was 08.00 PM,everybody is looking for you and your parents are pretty worried." He said with a calm voice,probably trying to calm me down.
"We must go back now,my mum is going to kill me." I said seriously,but with a little sarcastic tone when I said the word "kill".
"Yeah,that's a good idea."
We started to walk down the path leading us away from the mountain.
Step by step,I got more stressed. So when we where by the cabin I almost ran in. Thomas tight behind me.
The both familys sat in the living room,talking about me probably. I heard some words about calling the police and I also saw mom picking up the phone.
I stormed into the living room,everyone looking at me.
"Where have you been?!" Mom said frustrated.
After a lot of arguing,my mom was still angry at me.

After the dinner I walked into my room,I needed to be alone. Suddenly my mom came in,she sat beside me in the bed.
"Lucy,why..."
I knew she was going to say something bad about me,so I stood up,took my guitar and walked out of my room and out of the cabin,
I walked towards the beach,feeling empty.

I sat down in the sand,about one feet from the water. I started to lay my fingers on the strings,making a melody.

7 years - Lukas Graham

Once I was seven years old my mommy told me

Go make yourself some friends or you'll be lonely

Once I was seven years old

It was a big big world,but we thought we were bigger

Pushing eachother to the limits,we were learning quicker

By eleven smoking herb and drinking burning liquor

Never rich so we were out to make that steady figure

Once I was eleven years old my daddy told me

Go get yourself a wife or you'll be lonely

Once I was eleven years old

I always had that dream like my daddy before me

So I started writing songs,I started writing stories

Something about that glory,just always seemed to bore me

Cause only those I really loved will ever really know me

Once I was 20 years old my story got told

Before the morning sun,when life was lonely

Once I was 20 years old

I only see my goals,I don't believe in failure

Cause I know the smallest voices,they can make it major

I got my boys with me,atleast those in favor

And if we don't meet before I leave,I hope I'll see you later

Once I was 20 years old my story got told

I was about to continue,but then someone sat down beside me,I turned my head too see Thomas beside me.

"Continue,I didn't mean to interrupt you." He said and looking at me.
"Nah,it's good." I said in a sarcastic tone and smiling.

Then he took a cigarette out of his pocket,I got confused,did he smoke? He put the cigarette between his teeth,but no lighter was seen.

"I didn't know that you are smoking?" I said,probably looking like a question mark.
"I don't either."

He must have seen my confused look so he continued talking.
"It's a metaphor. You put the killing thing right between your teeth,but you don't give it the power to do it's killing."