asleep // t.b.s

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I just want to say that none of the pictures I post above is mine.If any of them are yours,tell me and then I can delete it if you want!

When I woke up the morning after,everyone was awake.
When I finished my breakfast at the table,surrounded by everyone else,I looked up. It was like everybody was in a sort of dream,they all looked pretty lost actually.
I clapped my hands once,it made everyone jump and look up so I giggled a little.
"I want to go kayaking,anyone with me?" I said,waiting for an answer from them.
"Nah,it's good."
"I'm staying here."
I sighed as I started to walk to the door,ready to fix the kayak.
"I can go with you if you want?" I heard a croaky morning voice say. I turned around to see Thomas walking towards me,away from the table.
"Sure,I need some company." I said,smiling at him and opening the door.

*le time skip*

The kayak was ready and stuffed with things we needed. Then we made it go on the water and Thomas jumped in after he putted it out on the still water.
We began to paddle out,we had little talks and continued to paddle.
When we were out a bit I said "Stop".
"What is it?" Thomas said and bent over a little behind me.
"I just need to do something.." I said while taking my hand down in my rugsack and starting to search after one of my books.
When I finally got it up I started to read.
"Seriously? You want company and then you're just reading?" He said and I heard the frustration in his voice,did he expect me to talk about something special?
I put the book down after about two minutes.
"Well,it sounds cheesy but I've always wanted to do this."
"Do what?"
"Read when I'm on the water,feeling the pressure under me and hear the pouring. I know,I'm kinda wierd." I said and laughed a little.
"Yeah you are,that's why I like you." He said,mumbling a little bit when he said the last words.
I didn't know what to say.
Then he changed topic of the conversation and asked "What book were you reading?".
I picked it up and he bent over to get a better sight of it.
"An Imperial Affliction?" He said.
I turned around and faced him.
"It's my favourite book,written by Peter Van Houten. He's an amazing writer.
I told him what the book was about.
"I've literally read this more than a hundred tines." I said when I finished.
"Well,lets make a deal." He suddenly said.
"What?" I asked and looked up at his brown eyes,they were not like "chocolate brown" or this or that. His eyes were special in some kind of way.
"If I read your book,you have to read one of mine. The name of it is The Killzone."
"Is it about blood,zombies and horror?" I asked,giving him a smirk that said I-know-that-what-I-said-was-right.
"Yes. But it's more about bravery,standing up for eachother and caring."
"Oh really?" I said in a sarcastic tone.
"I'm bloody serious."
Then he held out his hand,waiting for me to shake it.
"Deal?" He asked giving me a soft look.
I sighed while putting my hand in his and shaking it.
"Deal."

A while later we still had our conversation going.
"So how's your lovelife?" I asked,actually a bit curious.
"Huh?"
I repeated. "Do you have any girlfriend?"
"No." He said short.
It did suprise me,I mean,he's good-looking and have a really sweet personality.
"I had one about a year ago,I broke up with her because she started to use me because of my fame." He said.
"That's stupid." I said,taking a pause but then countinuing. "You may have to go through many heart breaks until you find the right one,but when you do,they will replace all your heart breaks with their broken heart,making it whole." I paused again,countinuing.
"But that's the thing about pain,it demands to be felt." I said and looking at him so he knew that I was finished.
"Well yeah,I always think it's strange when people want to be with someone because they're pretty,it's like picking your breakfast cereals based on colour instead of taste." He said looking out on the lake.
"My best friend,Isaac,has a girlfriend,even though he's blind on the left eye. They always says always to eachother,it's like their word. But a proof that he chose the right one to be in love with." He looked at me while he finished it. It was a comfortable silence between us while we looked at eachother.
After some seconds he said "Well I think it's time to go home,or?"
"Yeah I'm hungry."

When we came to the beach he suddenly turned around,facing me.
"But Lucy,listen to me."
I nodded.
"If any guy will break your heart in the future,tell me and I will fuck his whole life up."
I giggled.
"Why do you even care?"
"Because if I didn't liked you,I wouldn't have said anything of that."
I smiled.
"Promise me Lucy. Okay?"
I looked at him.
"Okay."
Then a smile came into his face and he repeated the sentence.
"Okay?"
"Okay." I said a bit softer this time.

"Maybe okay will be our always."