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_________________________Today was Sunday, the day that me and Melanie's family would go on vacation to I don't even know we're but there would be a beach was all I was told. My mom was excited for me to go and 'get out there' since Luke left, witch isn't true I just blocked myself from everyone but my mom and Melanie, they are really the only people I trust."Okay come on or were going to be late"Said Melanie's mom. I grabbed my three suitcases and put them into the car then help Melanie put her stuff into the trunk. When we were done loading up all of our stuff we got into the car, my mom, me and Melanie talked in the back while Melanie's mom Briana and John her dad, sat in the front seat. My mom was going to drive the car back to there house.
"So I heard from Liz that she was planning something for the boys, she said that they were gonna just stay at there own houses but she thinks they deserve a vacation"My mom says, I turned to her my eyes wide. I should have just stayed at home oh god.
"You know what I don't think I should go on a plane you know I'm feeling sick, I think I should just stay home-"
"Nope, your getting on that plane, I am not going alone"Melanie said.
"But I don't want to see that fucker"I whined. I did not want to run into him I hated him yet every time I thought about when we were little kids I started to miss him witch is not good he didn't deserve to be missed after he left me, he deserved to be hated and unwanted by me, I did nothing but love him and be there for him, but he lost my trust and I don't ever want to see him ever again.
"Honey you have to go, we already payed for your tickets"My mom told me. I was going to be in a bad mood for the whole plane ride and drive to the airport. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms, I was not fucking happy at all.
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The whole drive to the airport I stayed silent not talking to anyone and the whole plane ride I ignored Melanie and stayed on my phone, but I knew as soon as we got into the house I would start talking to her again. That was just how it worked with us. I got out of the car and grabbed my stuff and rolled it into the house."Your room is upstairs on the left"She says pointing to Melanie.
"And yours is on the right"I nod my head and take my suitcases up the steps and into my room.
"Oh my god"The room was beautiful, you could see the beach and the room had a kind size bed with a flat screen TV and a walk-in closet. I jumped onto the bed and stared at the ceiling. Time to go talk to Melanie, I thought.
I walked across the hallway to her room and walked it since her door was open. She was on her phone and hadn't noticed me. I back away from her door a little bit then run inside and jump onto her.
"Holy fuck"She yelled. I just laughed at her reaction and payed beside her.
"Are you done being on your period"She asked. I just rolled my eyes at her.
"Yeah"I said looking at her ceiling.
"Want to go take a walk on the beach"I looked at her confused. We just got hear and she all ready wants to go out, I don't about her but I was tired as fuck, but the beach sounded nice so i nodded my head.
"Well let's go then"She cheered running out of her room.
"Typical Melanie"I chuckled while running out of her room and to the front door. We walked outside and shut the door behind us but made sure to let her mom know we were going out to the beach.
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"I LOVE EVERY THING YOU DO!!WHEN YOU CALL ME FUCKING CRAZY FOR THE STUPID SHIT I DO!!!" Me and Melanie had been on the beach for two and a half hours and no one was on the beach anymore, and we were just singing as loud as we could, I mean no one was around to hear us.
"WONNA RIDE MY BIKE WITH YOU!! FULLY UNDRESSED-"We both stopped singing when we saw two guys on the beach. I could look at there faces and almost had a heart attack, they weren't that far away but I could see that they were two of my ex-best friends, Ashton Irwin and Michael Clifford.
"Holy shit, run run run"I told her slapping my hand against her arm over and over again. They stated to walk closer to us witch made me panic even more.
"If you don't want me to have a fucking panic attack, then I am telling you to fucking run come on"I yelled to her then took off. I could hear her running behind me thankfully. I can't believe there really here. God why me, I don't understand.
"Why are we running"She yells while panting a little. We both stopped to catch our breath.
"That was Michael and Ashton"I said looking at her face she seemed very shocked.
"I didn't think we would actually almost met them"She says I nod my head.
"Me neither"I said truthfully. I mean I thought about it but I didn't think it would happen I mean we haven't even been here for a day and we already seen two outta four.
"We should get he become my mom kills us for being out to long"She laughs as I nod my head.
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That night I had thought about him, Michael and Ashton and Calum, I thought about our past and how they never called me back never answered my calls never even tried to look for me, all they did was ignore me, and I was left feeling so alone. I grabbed my note book and write in the book then read over it."And I was left feeling so alone, coz these days aren't easy like they have been once before, these days aren't easy anymore"I sang to my self, then crawled into bed and fell asleep thinking about the boy with blue eyes that looked like the ocean, but to her they looked even more beautiful than the ocean.
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أدب الهواة"Me and Luke have been friends for a long time, I moved here when I was five years old and Luke lived across the street, we became best friends ever sense"I told him looking at the ocean. "So you guys are a couple"he asked. I chuckled and shook my h...