Jealousy, a bitter taste
One I cannot help but feel
These thoughts are such a waste
My world feels so unreal
What can I hope to gain
Wishing I was someone different
Why do I put myself through this pain
While my goals remain distant
I wrack my mind, searching
For solutions I will never find
This ordeal only leaving me hurting
Why can't I get out of this bind
Turning thoughts into action
Is easier said then done
My attempts all leave me with dissatisfaction
Could I ever have won
These battles I fight
Are always uphill, sloping
Will I ever stand upright
Free of my self loathing
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Randoms
PoetryA collection of poems and short stories that don't belong anywhere else. These are my random ideas and feelings, all thrown together.