~ Marissa's P.o.v ~
Louis invited me and my sister on a boat trip, but it didn't went that well as I expected.
'Smaj, can you ask Loui to come here? I'm freezing!'
Yup, Smaj, That's me. Hi, well, actually my name is Marissa but my sister, Alexandra always calls me like that. For such a long time I can't even remember when she started to call me like that. Anyways, back to the story. So. Alexandra asked me to call Loui. Shall we start over?
'Smaj, can you ask Loui to come here? I'm freezing!' Alexandra asked while, because she was ill, was laying in bed.
A soft groan escaped my mouth as I stand up to search for Louis. 'On my way.' I know I shouldn't be this grumpy but honestly, I'm pretty jealous at Alexandra, she's beautiful, she's loved and she gets all the attention, and then there's me. I'm not as beautiful as Alexandra, and I never will be beautiful.
It takes a while before I finally find Louis. 'My sister needs you.' I said with a deep sigh. 'Okay, are you okay?' Why the fuck would you care if I'm okay? 'Yeah, just tired.' I decide to not make a sence. Followed by Louis, I walk back to the living part and decide not to spent any attention on the love they give each other.
Just at the moment I make my way to the refrigerator I hear the sound I love the most in all the world. 'Maj?' Niall.
My stomach flutters at the sound of his voice and when I turn around, I look into the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.
'Waddup.' It sort of surprised me how annoyed my voice sounds even when I'm talking and looking to the most beautiful man in front of me. 'Wow, a little grumpy?' He chuckles.
He's right, he doesn't deserve this. 'I'm sorry.' A deep sigh left my mouth. 'Maybe I can make you a bit more kind to ask if you want to make cupcakes with me?' I feel the corners of my mouth curl up into a smile. 'I'd love to.'
Just at the moment I wanted to take a sip from my glass of water an apron was throwed to my head. 'Thanks.' I muttered soft and put my glass down.
As hard as I try to put it on, it wasn't my day.
'Shall I help you?' Niall chuckled when he sees how much I'm struggling with that damn apron.
'I'm fine.' 'Come here grumpy.' When I see Niall coming towards me, I bring my lowerlip between my teeth and tried to relax as soon as I feel Niall's hands around me.
While Niall is making sure the apron fits perfectly, I drown in my thoughts. I started to like Niall a few months ago, I still don't know why or how but I'm sure it's nothing to him and besides, I'm not as beautiful as Alexandra, not as kind and not as sweet as my sister. Even though Alexandra and Louis are together, I'm still afraid that Niall likes her as well and that hurts me. Louis, Zayn and Alexandra were always teasing us that we're a couple and it hurts me because no matter how much I'd love to I know I need to be realistic. It will never be something between Niall and me.
Niall wakes me up out of my thoughts as soon as he starts to tickle me. Uch, of course.
'Niall, The fuck! Stop!' I was already not pretty friendly today and I know Niall would do anything to make me laugh again and honestly, it worked.
'You see, you can laugh, I like it so much more then the grumpy face.' I roll my eyes and I can't help but laugh. 'The fuck, stop or I'll kiss you!' Niall stopped immediately.
Oops. Did I just say that? 'It's way handier to kiss me when I'm not making you smile,' He winked and I rolled my eyes again which made him tickle again.
'Fuck you Niall, come here! I mean it!' Oh if he doesn't stop by now, I will fucking kiss him and probably kick his balls.
'Fuck you Niall!' I scream since he still didn't stopped. I lay my hand in his neck so he will at least stop tickeling. My eyes locked on his as my cheeks already turns red.
'You know me, I'm doing it.' I smirk but before I can realize, his lips are placed on mine as I close my eyes. If someone will find a heart on the ground here, it'll be definitely mine. His lips are so perfect..
I did a step back as soon as I hear Louis voice in the kitchen. 'Go guys! Mariss and Niall, Sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G.' He sing while he's laughing. Asshole.
I turn my head to the door as soon as Alexandra and Zayn walk in. 'What's happening?' Zayn frowns. Jesus, while would they even care anyway? While I am killing the others with my thoughts, I can feel Niall's hand taking mine.
'I believe we have a new couple.' Louis chuckled and Zayn frowns again. 'We are no couple.' Niall laughs, what just happened? Of course we are no couple. Why would he even fucking like me?
I did not know what I was thinking but I make my way out of the kitchen, walking, more running across the boat. I really need some fresh air! I stop when I reach the front of the boat. Letting the wind run through my hair.
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A/N: hellooooooo n_n
I've started writing the beginning of the story ... a year ago I believe and just now i figured out how to make a trailer, so it's in the media, please check it out and be honest with what you think please? I'd really like to know what ya'll think about the trailer and of course the sttory.
Enjoy reading and sorry for the incorrect grammar, like I said, I started this story a year aggo or so xd
Lots of love ~*
Marissa
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