Trying to restart again

1: Im here to

"Aria, come on I'm bored." I said to my sister who was swinging while her best friend pushed her. "Why I'm not bored." She said to me. "Well, can we go to Starbucks? I need coffee." I said, jumping off my swing. "Yeah same," Aria said, stopping her swing with Sammie behind her. Oh wait, where are my manners - I'm Amena Leigh Olivia Payne. And I have a twin. I'm about 5"2 with brunette hair with blonde highlights, and my hair is dyed black underneath. I'm pale- very pale- unlike my sister Aria. "Hey, you want what you usually get?" Aria asked while we walked up to the counter. I nodded looking outside and saw it started to snow lovely. "Okay, so mum said she wanted us home. Something about a surprise." Aria said, hugging Sammie bye. "Yeah, whatever." I wasn't close to any of them expect Liam and Aria. We lived in a big flat since Liam got famous and helped pay bills and all that crap.  We waked up to the door and opened it. "Liam!" Aria yelled, running to hugging him. "There's my baby sister," he said, spinning her around. "I'm here too," I mumbled  walking into the flat taking my boots off. "Oh hey Amena, what's up?," Liam said, not even looking at me. "Mum, I'm going back, I'll be back soon!" I called out. "Don't you want to eat dinner and play board games with us?" Mum said walking out the kitchen. "Nah, I'll just go to the diner and eat then go see a movie." I said grabbing my phone. "But Liam just got home and his band mates are staying with us." Aria said messing with Liam's hair. "Cool. Bye mum." I said walking out putting my head phone in and listening to "Hey Angel". "I was Liam's favorite what happened!" I mumbled to myself walking to the diner as it snowed. "Hey Amena!" Rose called. "Hey oldie." I said. "Booth or table?" Rose asked. "Booth- and if my sister comes tell her I left early." I said following Rose. And she went to grab my pancakes with strawberry syrup with eggs and sausage with my chocolate iced mocha. "Mind if I sit?" I looked and saw Liam with his band mates. "How did you even find me?" I asked. "Aria told me." Sitting down with his mates and I rolled my eyes. "Five years Liam, and you changed." I said drinking my mocha. "So have you. Aria told me you became a rebel, and whatever emo means." He said ordering a coffee and pops for his mates. "Look it up you twat," I said, and Rose came back. "Hey Rose, can I have my food to go please?" I asked. "Sure kiddo. Oh, and Milly says hi." She said walking back. "So Amena- you're fourteen, right?" Liam asked as his mates talked to each other. "No Liam, I'm thirteen and will be for another six months!" I yelled and his mates looked up. "Did you forget me and Aria are twins, or did becoming famous really mess your head up?" I said bitterly. "Amena Leigh Olivia Payne, take that back!" Liam said. "No, I'm only curious." I said sarcastically, handing Rose the money and walking away.

I finally got home and everyone was playing a dumb game. "Amena wanna join!" Aria said smiling as Liam moved his part of the game. "Rather die in a ditch then spend time with you brat." I said coldly looking into my sisters brown hurt eyes with my hazel ones and everyone looked at me. "Amena you did not just say that!" Aria asked me hurt with a tear running down her cheek. "I did now leave me alone I clearly don't want bothered." I said walking away to my room. Then there was a knock at my door I just ignored it but yet the last person I wanted to see which was Liam walked in. "Why did you say that!" Liam shouted at me. "Maybe because your back and I'll become the shadow again!" I screamed throwing my book at him! "Your the one who won't go for music like I did! Why is Aria!" He screamed. "Because she wants to be like you you dolt but I don't I'm not letting fame change me!" I shouted pushing out of the way and going down stairs. I ran to the loo and grabbed my razor. "No knows or cares." I mumbled to myself. My parents wanted me to be like Liam but when I said no way they saw me as a burden and stop caring when no one else was around. "I don't feel the pain." I said to myself slidding the metal across my thigh then my wrist. "I'm here to and you don't see me." I said crying and falling asleep on the cool bathroom floor.