Trying to restart again

Chapter 9: Holidays alone

Harold broke up me with me and locked me and silver outside in the cold. Everything was falling down slowly. I cried and cried. I looked at my phone and saw it was my birthday great. I tried calling Lilly but she wasn't answering. Then i called Dave. "Hello?" He said. "Davey it's me Amena i need a place to crash till after the holidays my real family is in town and I don't wanna go home." I said crying. "Luna it's okay also happy birthday. I'll have my mom pick you up at sheezt." He said relived i was okay. "Thank you so much!" I said calming down. "You are allowed to come back home Amena." Said a voice. It was my mom. She is trying to hug me. Your tough and Davey's mom is at the light since she had to come here anyway. "NO" I shouted. "After a year i'm better and don't need you nor do I want you around! I'm happy for once." I said before slamming the car door in her face. As we drove to Davye house i just petted SIlver listening to sleeping with sirens. And my depression songs. Nothing was gone right. Then my phone rang. I looked at and saw it was Louis.I ingored and just kept thinking about my depression. When you have it life sucks big time. It is like a cloud, another you only wanting to hurt yourself, cry, or even worse killing yourself. I do not want that neither did Faith.. But in the end death consumes us all. I thought of Jay, Louis mum. She was young, smart, and pretty. She did not need to die. I remember her viewing. Louis crying, Lottie breaking down, the twins crying on my shoulders. I understood death unlike everyone else. I lost my best friend to it, my grandmother who was like the mother i should of had. Silver was laying her head in my lap looking at me wondering what i was thinking about. I could never tell her let alone try to explain death to her. She may be a wolf but she is my best friend. Next to Davey of course, she knew that. Me, her, and Davey our own little pack outside of school. In school its just me and him now. I thank Davey's mom and went into the house and ran into Dave's room and cried while SIlver layed next to me and Davey. Once i calmed down i went into the woods with the both of them while texting Niall telling him that i am at Davey¨s no and i will be home when they leave. I remember Liam leaving for the first time for a tour. But now everything is shattered and broken. Not a place to run or hide from the past or the present. Three against the world. Sounds silly I know but three people granted one is a animal, a wild animal, it should be better than doing it alone.

Ok so finally updated but had to make sure this was a good chapter.