Trying to restart again

Chapter 4: remebering the bad

I woke up in a cold sweat then realized it was a dream. I sighed and got up and looked at my clock. "3:30 am. Great now I won't be able to go back to sleep." I mumbled. Niall may be heavy sleeper but when it comes to me he's like a dad. I sneak downstairs and look for my dairy which I locked in a cabinet the coffee table had. It had all my memories i didn't want like faith dying and Liam leaving me. "Where is it I locked it before I went to bed!" I said quietly. I heard someone walking down the steps. "Oh no!" I said hiding behind the couch. "Amena it's 3:50 in the morning what are you doin down here." Niall said clearly mad. "I had nightmare and wanted my diary." I said scared. He rolled his eyes and went back upstairs cursing under his breath. I started to cry and ran out the door. Then the memories came back. I remember when my parents told me to go away because I didn't want to do music. And Faiths mother telling me she hung herself. I started to sob I couldn't take any of that. Then I saw Niall's car with Louis and Harry in it. I forgot they were in LA for a bit. I ran for the woods. "Just a bit more A." I told myself trying to run just a bit till I got to the tree house I found. I finally reached it and barely made it up the ladder. "Amena were are you!!" Louis yelled I hid and plugged my phone in to the wall. And looked at the time it was 4:20 in the morning. I grabbed a pillow and blanket and went back to sleep with the boys calling my name. I woke up to the sound of someone falling off the ladder. I saw Harry trying to climb it and I laughed quietly. "Told you those shoes were awful." I mumbled giggling. "How could we have not seen this night?" Louis asked Niall. "Because it's hidden and I like it because it's away from you guys and I can be in peace and not deal with you guys when you are mad at me." I popping into view. "Amena it's 9:30 in the morning and I'm hungry!!" Niall said pouting. I threw chips at him. "Now go away I want to be alone." I said laying back down on my air mattress. "No you are coming home." Niall said. "Don't try the ladder it's made so only I can climb it." I said opening a can of fruit. "Ugh whatever I have a baby at home and my mom is probably freaking out." Louis said dragging Harry with him. "I ship it!" I yelled out the window laughing. Niall stood there waiting for me but I wasn't coming down. I feel back to a nightmare of a sleep wanting to wake up but my past was holding me back and couldn't get away from it at all.

Okay so I know I was gone for a while but boy drama I'll tell you what 😅. If you guys want that Q & A please send me questions