Can you take the pain away?

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There you are sitting in your room alone, you sigh thinking about your life over and over again, about how you lost your best friend how you had to leave your father to come to Ninjago and live with ninja. Will I ever but happy again you thought to yourself? You sighed and lied down on your bed.

"Y/n!" You heard someone call. It was coming outside your door you sighed and decided to ignore it you were no mood to talk to anyone, you just felt like laying there forever. "Y/n!" They called again as they opened the door, you had tears in your eyes. You looked up to see Jay with a worried expression. "Why have you been in your room all day! Is there something wrong with you or something! Gosh me and all the rest of the ninja are training and you get the lay around doing whatever you want!" He kinda yelled. You looked up at him this really hurt you.

You weren't usually in your room all day, you usually just kept your emotions to yourself and hung out with the ninja but today, today something was different. " I'm.... sorry.... I just.... I." Tears started to form in your eyes. "Nevermind"! You sadly yelled. "Ummm okay then...." Jay said with a weird look on his face as he left the room. You locked to door behind him and sat behind your bed sobbing into your hands. You stayed like this for a little while until you heard a knock on the door. Assuming it was you yelled. " Get lost I'm not training today Jay!!!". "Uhhh its Lloyd." the voice said. " Oh sorry Lloyd but I'd like to be alone". You said.

He could clearly hear the sadness in your voice. "Y/n, what's wrong." He said as he turned the door handle but then realized it was locked. "Nothing just go away I'm fine!!!" You yelled. You were starting to tear up alot more then before. "Not until you tell me what's wrong"! Lloyd yelled trying to open the door. You were about to reply until you heard another voice. It was Jay's. " Lloyd what are you doing in front of y/n's door?" Jay said." I'm trying to find out what's wrong with her. Come on help me open the door." Lloyd said. "Really Lloyd your trying to find out what's wrong with this lazy loser? Theres nothing wrong with her she's just she can lay on her bed all day and skip training. Isn't that right Y/n!" Jay yelled.

"I..I...I...." Was all you could say. His words made you so upset so you grabbed a knife from one of your draws and began to slice your skin seeing flood pour out everywhere, you cut your skin quite deep, but you always did that, it helped take away the pain. "Hey!" You heard Lloyd yell. "She is not lazy, there is something upsetting her and I wanna find out!" Lloyd yelled. "Whaaa" Jay said startled. "But Lloyd she's just..." "No cut it jay"! Lloyd interrupted. " If your not gonna help me then you can f**k off!!!" Lloyd yelled as loud as he could, green energy filling his eyes. Jay saw that and ran off as fast as he could, he didn't want to get into a fight with him, not the Green ninja.

"Y/n...." Lloyd said softly. "Please just open the door...." You stopped cutting yourself and just sat there for a moment before you heard the door smash open. You were sitting behind your bed facing the large window with a knife in your hand, blood dripping down your wrist. "Y/n!" He yelled shocked when he saw the blood and cuts on your wrist. He rain over to you and took the knife out of your hand. He then sat next to you. You just looked down, tears pouring out of eyes. "Y/n..... Why are you doing this to yourself?" He said. You looked up at him tears in your eyes. He looked you in the eyes for a few seconds before pulling you into a hug. You were shocked but hugged back. A small smile awoke inside you, you felt as if the whole in you heart was slowly getting filled. He then took your hand and out of nowhere kissed the large cut on your wrist.

He looked you in the eyes for a few seconds before he put his lips onto yours. You blushed like crazy but kissed him back he put his arms around you waist and you put your arms his neck. He pulled you closer deepening the kiss after a few seconds he pulled away for air. "Y/n I love you, don't ever do that to yourself." He said blushing. He looked down and sighed thinking you didn't feel the same way he looked back up at you to say something but you smashed your lips onto his.

He was shocked but kissed back, licking your bottom lip, you opened your mouth and you let his tongue explore your mouth. You felt as if that hole in your heart was filled. After a few seconds you pulled away gasping for air. "Y/n does that mean you feel the same way?" "Yes Lloyd I love you." You said with a smile.

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Okay sorry I had no idea how to end it but whatever, this was my first story so it probably sucks anyway if you have any suggestions im up for requests p.s sorry if there are spelling mistakes or shit like that I'm not bothered to read over it.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 22, 2016 ⏰

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