The Confessions of an Insecure Girl...

Prologue

Prologue

Kyle's P.O.V

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"Friends. they are like colors, each different, each special, each unique they complete your rainbow, and that's why we can't live without them "_Original quote.

I wrote that when I was thinking about my friends. I'm not the most popular girl at  school ever, but I do have a decent amount of friends. Well really it's about four of them that I'm really close to. One a girl, and we do everything typical girls do together. Go shopping, spend endless hours talking about boys, and to boys. We have sleepovers and do some pretty  crazy stuff together, but I Love her to pieces and wouldn't be the girl I am today without her. Then I have the two boys, the one I like to just talk to, you know hang around and have a good time with. Nothing we share is crazy deep, in fact we tend not to tell each other the things that we have problems about in our lives. Some people may think that's crazy but I don't. When I'm with him, my mind floods away from all the problems because all he wants to do is have fun. All the time we spend together is go go go! Never a dull moment.! I always end up clutched over holding my stomach, trying to catch my breath, tears streaming down my face, laughing my head off at least once when I'm with him. He's like my escape from everything else that's going wrong in the world.

Lastly I have let's call him A(for anonymous. I know not super inventive but eh, there's only so much. creativity in me!:) A and I have been best friends since we were little kids that had nothing but a whack of imagination. We could go out in the backyard and imagine up our own little worlds, and live in them for endless hours. We've grown up form those little six years olds, to the sixteen year olds we are now. The reasons we have stayed friends for long....

1. I trust him. I can tell him anything and he'll keep it just between the two of us. He understands why I have to tell him something or do something, and he trusts me to. I know lot's of things about him no one else does, and vise versa.

2. I'm comfortable around him. We grew up together, and this entire time he's been there. I've watched many others come and go, but he stayed here right by my side and never even thought about leaving. He's seen me at my very best and my worst and he's stuck beside me through it all. I'm a closed person, especially to people I don't know very well, if you're a stranger in my eyes, I put up walls. But all walls contain doors, and he has the master key.

I'm an open book with him, there's no pecking and prodding involved with him trying to find out what's going on, or how I'm feeling. I've been hurt numerous times before by boys. I opened up to them, left my heart with not a single layer or protection, and they crushed it. Since that I've had a steel box around it, but with A all that's left is a thin layer of plastic he can easily breakthrough.

3. We can do anything together. Whether it's study, watch a movie, go out to eat, or seriously talk about something,  There's not any arguments about how one isn't up for doing what the other wants to (Well not usually, he didn't really enjoy that one trip to the drugstore.....:)But when one of us needs the other to help us do something we jump and do it, regardless as to if we really want to or not.

4. I love him and he loves me.

And number four is exactly why he is the best friend I have ever had, and the exact reason I can not date him...ever.

xoxo_Theinsecuregirl

She can't date him, then why not date me? Just one small problem, you won’t tell anyone who you are.