Up All Night (sequel to little things)

chapter 43

Alaina's p.o.v.

I was sitting in a black room all by myself the room was empty I looked at myself I had cuts on my arms and on my thighs they were new because they were bleeding I looked at the floor I front me there were two razors covered in blood a mirror showed up across the room from me I stood up and walked over to it I wasn't my normal 18 year old self I was around 14 and covered in cuts and scars my makeup was smeared from me crying something came over me and I sat back down where I was before I picked one of the razors and started cutting my wrists my arms were covered in blood I started crying and my tears started burning the cuts I took the razors ad threw them at the wall and the black room around me turned to a bright meadow where the sun was shinning I laid down I looked at my arms and the cuts were healed and the scars were invisible to my eyes the mirror showed up again and I looked the same but I was 16 now I had scars all over my face I punched the mirror and it shattered my hand wasn't bleeding I turned around and all of my friends were there I hugged all of them happy to see them.                        ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up and  I was alone I got he photo album from under my bed I grabbed the box of my journals , I spent the whole day looking through my memories.