Up All Night (sequel to little things)

chapter 46

I woke up to liam moving some boxes I got up and went to go change I came back and sat down

" liam will you go get me some breakfast," I asked

" fine but you have to come with me and we have to take your car," he said

" why," I asked

" harry kinda dropped me off three blocks away and took the car to go find Christine," he said.

" fine," I threw him the keys and ran down the hall to the stairs as fast as I could and beat liam to the lobby .I got in the car and we went to get breakfast at this little family diner a few blocks away .it was silent half the time and afterwards liam got in the car and I ran back. I went in and liam was reading my old journals.

" you used to cut yourself ," he asked

"yea I still think about it from time to time I tried killing myself when I was 13 and twice when I was 14my mom and dad made me see a ton of people for it and they found out I was bipolar so I was put on a ton of drugs for depression and I have add too so they had to find something that worked with both," I said

" what was the whole thing that made you cut," he asked

" well my parents were fighting when I was around 5 and my mom moved out and I was with her half the time and my dad half the time and when I was seven my grandpa died then when I was 10 my other grandpa died and I was screaming and crying on the floor he was my best friend and it felt like he was the only person who truly loved me I started getting bullied because I didn't talk I was so shy I  got called it all bitch, crazy, creep the list goes on my parents split I lost my best friends," I said crying

liam didn't say anything he pulled me onto his lap and held me it was like a dream I was crying into his shoulder and we sat there like that even after I was done crying.

" liam im sorry," I said

" alaina its not your fault its mine I shouldn't have been drinking is there anyway you can forgive me," he asked.

" I forgive you," I said and kissed him. we moved all of my stuff back and Christine was still not found liam and my slept on the couch together watching batman