Fallen

Chapter Nine

June 17th(ik i skipped a lot but i'll make up the past time)

It's almost been two weeks since Hayden had acted all superior to me and i haven't talked to him since. We've glanced at each other for a few seconds but that was it, no 'Good Mornings' or even a simple 'hey'. I understand why but i mean but if someone else was in my shoes they would've handled the situation differently.

At the moment i am siting on the porch smoking my third cigarette this week, pandering my existence and what my next step with Hayden should be, all while watching the sun rise.

"James you ok?" My brother asked my from inside the front door frame.

"I could be better" i answered simply.

"Make sure you wash your mouth out with mouth wash before you come for breakfast." Jayden knew i smoked and he didn't mind but it was the drinking that bothered him the most.

A put out my cigarette and got a ding from my phone which was sitting beside me.

Puppyface- what's up girl? Haven't talked to you in a while. How's being in the Hell hole like?

Me- it's has it's ups and downs. What about u? Summer school nice?😜

Puppyface- what summer school?

I laughed at his response. The guy known as puppyface was one of my oldest friends named Michael. I hadn't talked to him in over a month because of being here.

Puppyface-how's living with KA?

Me- don't even get me started

KA was a nickname we gave Hayden at school so no one knew it was him other then me and Michael.

Me- he has his ups and down to

Puppyface- what ups? What downs? He's and total KA if you know what i mean😜

And i did.

Me- i'd better go. Bye ttylp🐶

I turned off my phone and went inside. I crawled up the stairs and into my room. I washed my mouth out and brushed my teeth. I took a shower then changed out of my smoke covered clothes and into some new clean ones. We went shopping about a week ago and all i bought was really small tight fitting clothes that made everything show. I slipped into some black skinny jeans and an off the shoulder, tight black crop top like the one Sandy wore in the last scene of Grease. All i needed was permed blonde fizzy hair and i would be her. Oh and those heels she had on. I smirked at myself in the mirror and went downstairs. Jayden and Jordan were playing video games and Hayden was probably still asleep.

"Morning baby" i said sitting on Jordan's lap.

"Morning" he said trying to be concentrated on the game and not me. Over the past 2 weeks while Hayden had been ignoring me, me and Jordan and slipped back into our old routines but it wouldn't last very long because nothing every did with me and him.

I rolled my eyes when he didn't notice me and got up and went back upstairs an this time into Hayden's room. He was on his bed with his laptop sitting across his lap and headphone on his ears.

"Die you worthless people, DIE!" He shouted at his computer. I slowly walked towards his bed and sat at the end of it. He must have noticed right away because he clicked a button on his computer and pulled off his headphones.

"Hey James. Did you come here to appologize?" He said to me with a cold look on his face.

"Apologize for what exactly?"

"You know for questioning my way of thinking?" He said closing his laptop and putting it on the floor beside him along with his headphones.

"How did i do that?"

"You just did!"

"Why does everything with you have to end with us arguing?" I asked him, wanting to know the answer.

"Because.... Because...." He was stuck he didn't know the answer.

"That's kinda what i thought" i said getting up and walking towards to door but before i got to far a felt two hands grab my waist and pull me back towards the bed.

"Hayden stop!" But in my head i was shouting at myself for saying that out loud. I didn't want him to stop pulling me. He turned me around to face and i looked deep into his eyes and all i saw was envy, lust and anger that was bubbling up inside of him.

"Don't tell me what to do"