Endlessly Loving you (Harry styles fanfic)

Chapter 41- Because of Me

Sunny's pov.

Harry turned back toward the door as I have his hand a re-assuring squeeze. He walked over to the door, unlocked it, and paused for a second.

I hid in the hall and peeked around the corner to watch Harry. If anything happened I wanted to be able to get help fast.

I gave him a reassuring nod silently telling him to continue. He took a deep breath and turned door knob. He pushed the door wide open and stepped out in the hallway.

I watched Harry look both ways before turning around to face me. He held his arms out to the sides for emphasis.

"See? Nothing is ou-"

BANG

I screamed as Harry clutched his shoulder and winced in pain. He bent down on his knees and started crying.

"LIAM!!! NIALL!! ZAYN!!! LOUIS!!!" I yelled hoping they would hear as I ran over to Harry.

I heard doors opening and people running out. I looked up while clutching Harry's hand.

Liam rushed over and knelt down next to us.

"What the hell happened?!?!"

"Aah!!" Harry yelled laying down.

I started crying because I was so so scared.

"Zayn call the ambulance!!"

Liam ordered. I watched blood spill from Harry's shoulder onto the carpet.

I felt strong arms pick me up and pull me into a body.

"No!!! Niall let me go!!! I need to stay with him!!!!"

I yelled bawling. He just ignored me pulling me back into the hotel room and into his bedroom.

I heard Zayn announce that he had called the ambulance and heard somebody running around hopefully getting something to help.

Niall pushed me onto his bed and sat next to me, pulling me into his chest.

I just started sobbin harder and harder thinking about what had just happened. Harry just got shot because of me.

"Niall let me out I need to see him!!!" I shouted.

"This is for your own good. Listen to me sunny! You don't want to see him like this! We will go with them to the hospital but until then were staying in here."

He announced also starting to cry himself.

I pulled away from Niall, walking over to the door I turned the door knob and ran out to where Harry was. I only had a few seconds before Niall comes back for me.

"Sunny..."

Harry whispered.

"I'm here! I'm right here Harry!"

I told him holding his free hand to my cheek.

"I love you so much."

He said barely over a whisper.

"I love you so much too!"

I said just as the people from the hospital came.

They told me and Liam to get out of the way and carefully lifted Harry up and onto a bed type thing.

Liam pulled me into himself as I watched them take Harry away sobbing.

Louis, niall, and Zayn were standing in the doorway sobbing themselves as they locked the door so we could leave to go to the hospital.

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This place really scares me. Everything here is white. I feel like I shouldn't even be here, I felt so out of place.

We were the only ones in the waiting room, so I stretched across two chairs, resting my head on Nialls lap, and my feet on Zayns.

Niall was stroking my hair as he knew I wouldn't be able to sleep. Zayn, and Louis were both asleep and Liam was at the front desk trying to find out how soon we could go see Harry.

"He's going to be alright."

Niall reassured me, but he didn't sound so sure himself.

"I hope he is..." I took a deep breath before I continued. "T-this is all my f-fault."

I sobbed. I twisted my body so I was laying on my back looking up at Niall. His expression was unreadable.

"Love, that's not fair. Harry wanted to protect you. It was his own choice."

He said which calmed me down a little. I have him a small nod in return.

"I assume you all are here for Harry Styles."

The woman who said this was very tall. She had dark brown hair which was placed in a cinnamon bun. She had on the white uniform indicating that she worked here.

Liam heard and paced over here and said we were. The lady nodded and looked down at her clipboard.

"Only 2 of you can go at a time."

She announced. We all nodded.

"Niall and Sunny. You two go. Ill stay here with Zayn and Louis."

Liam said.

I sat up from my comfortable position, and stood up. Niall got up as well and he locked my hand in his. Since his hand was smaller than Harry's it felt different. It was for comfort. Nothing else.

The woman turned around and started walking towards where Harry was. Niall and I followed walking down the halls behind her.

I looked around. There were beds out in the halls, doors were open and doctors were rushing around, there was couching and screaming.

The lady, whose name I still didn't know, walked up to room number 136. She opened the door and held it open for Niall and I.

I braced myself for what I was about to see. Once Niall had let go of my hand, I rushed to Harry's left side.

His right arm was all bandaged and wrapped up. His face covered with sweat, and his curls all over the place, sticking out in all sorts of directions.

I grabbed his hand and tangled my fingers in his. He chucked and opened his eyes. He looked down at out hands then up to me.

I gave him a small smile as I started to cry again.

"Love. Please stop crying. I'm right here. I'm all right."

He told me squeezing my hand.

Niall went over to Harry's other side and just room everything in.

I bent down and rested my forehead on our hands. I left it there for a little bit and just thought about what had happened.

I lifted my head to look at him again. He pulled my hand to his lips and kissed it over and over.

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