Endlessly Loving you (Harry styles fanfic)

Chapter 40- Weird Noises

Chapter 40

Sunny's pov-

Harry was getting stressed out again about me and my scars. Right now he was sitting on the couch with Liam and Louis who were trying to calm him down.

I am currently sitting in the love seat alone, watching all of this happen right in front of me. Another tear slipped out of my eyes.

I couldn't stand seeing the boys going through this because of me. I got up from my seat and went into mine and Harry's bedroom.

I walked right in and face planted onto the bed. My legs hanging off but I couldn't care less right now. I started crying harder and harder.

I need to stop this. It's pathetic how weak I am. I have to stick up for myself and get used to all of this. These boys are my only family. I have to show them that I'm strong.

I felt the bed dip and someone placed their hand on my back and started rubbing circles on it.

"Sunny, would you mind if I talked with you for a bit?" Someone asked sounding genuinely concerned.

I looked up and realized that it was indeed Liam who was sitting with me. I gave him a small nod. Still crying, I sat up and tried to compose myself.

He took a deep breath before beginning. "The lads and I are worried about you. All of us. Just as much, if not more then Harry. We don't want to see you doing this to yourself. It's not good for you." He paused for a second as he started tearing up as well. "I'm sure that if this continues that the lads and I will do everything it takes to stop you from hurting yourself more."

Dang. He really knows what to say. This made me cry even more because of how nice he is being. I don't deserve it because of everything I have out these boys through.

Liam pulled me into a side hug. I grabbed onto his t- shirt and cried into it. I guess he didn't mind too much since he chuckled at that.

"Thanks liam. It really means a lot to me knowing that y'all are here for me. It's nice knowing that people still care for me considering I haven't talked to my parents in ages."

Harry walked in right at that moment, and timed it just so he heard the part about my parents. He knew this was a touchy subject for me and his eyes widened.

Liam's grip on my shoulder softened as Harry walked over and sat on the other side of me.

"LEE-YAM!!! I'm starving! Will you come with me to find food?!?!" Niall said peeking his head into the room.

"I'd better be off then. I guess. Be back later." Liam said standing up and closing the room door behind him.

The tension in the room just got stronger. I could tell Harry wanted to ask me something but was holding it back.

Does Harry want to end this all with me? Am I not good enough anymore? No. No. Harry wouldn't do that. Would he? I mean he just told me he loved me. We just got back together. I don't think he would end it because of this.

"Harry, I'm so sorry. Just please don't end us." I said crying now.

"Hey. Hey shhhh." He said pulling me onto his lap hugging me. My legs on either side of his waist, I wrapped my arms around his waist, and buried my head into his shoulder.

He rested his chin on top of my head. He sighed which only made it scarier for me. "Love, why would you ever think that I would break it off because of this?"

He asked me pulling back so he could look me in the eyes. I moved my gaze down towards the ground only imagining how terrible I must look.

He tilted my chin up so I was looking at him. I could tell he was still waiting for my answer.