Secrets

Chapter 1: Starting

A/N: This story contains a lot of bad words and etc. Please read at your own risk.

Thanks for the cover froggypiggy

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I can't get the point. I don't have an idea. Why does everyone avoids me? Why does everyone hurts me? What's wrong with me? Is there something wrong I did?

I just ignore all the bullies in my school. I quietly walk to my classroom and ignoring all the whisperings and glaring of the students. It's just hurt to think that people hates you without a valid reason.

Until I step into our classroom I enhale heavily. 'Its ok just ignore your classmates and focus to your studies and everything will be ok' I encouraged myself. Then I sit down in my chair.

"Hey, nerdy! What's up with your mysterious attitude?" Nianne says then smirked. I watched her and read again my book that I'm currently reading.

Nianne. She's Nianne Smith the most bitch of all bitches. Yeah she's beautiful but her attitude is quite opposite. She's the daughter of the owner of this Garfield University. I think she flirted all the guys in this school. She's a spoiled brat so that's why she has a demon attitude. And last I hate her.

I was shocked when she grab a glass of juice then threw it to me.

"There, at least I washed your dirty clothes for ignoring a famous Nianne Smith." She speaked and laugh with all my classmates.

I ran into the comfort room. And cried. Until when can I accept all these bad things happened in my life? Is there anything worse will happen next?

I cry and cry until I don't have a voice. I wiped my tears and faced the mirror. And also wiped the juice that is spilled in my clothes. Then I started crying again.

"You can't get anything good in crying, baby. You'll just waste your tears. Be strong mommy is here." I remembered what my mom says before she leaved this world.

I missed her I freaking need my mom right now. Then again I cried.

I go back to the classroom and the class became quite. I noticed my bag is not in my chair and also the book I am reading. Where are my things now?

"Where's my things!" I shouted then my classmates laughed. I cried. They laughed more. Why does they are happy to see me crying?

"P-please I'm b-begging you all t-to tell me w-where is m-my t-things..." I told them between crying. They laughed again.

"Crying baby!" One of my classmate shouted.

"Cry. Cry. Cry." Nianne shouted.

"Oh well, if you want to get your things... Kiss my shoes first!" She demanded. I cry harder.

"I-is t-that w-what y-you w-want?" I says while stammering. She thumbs up and laugh. I slowly manage my face into her shoes. And... Kiss it.

They all laughed when my face went to the floor because Nianne kicked face. I cried. Then she gave me my things and they all went outside.

"Ewww I'll wash my hands later because I touched nerdy's things... Ew!" She says in disgust then went outside.

'Mom, why is it I suffered in here without a reason? You said I shall be strong because you're here but I can't be strong anymore. Can I also die just like you to free all these problems?' I asked my mom and also God.

It's really hard. I'm so tired. I can't do this anymore. I cried. I didn't go to our class I think I'll just absent right now.

I walked to my house. I'm the only one in my house my father is I think already dead. I mean my father and mother separated after I was birth. My mom said my dad leaved us after she gave birth with me. See how irresponsible my dad is? All of my life I hated him for leaving us. He's nothing to me. He's dead for me.

I was wondering where's my daddy is. So I ask my mom.

"Mom, can I see my daddy? I want a daddy..." I speaked. Her face became sad.

"U-uh, baby your father is..." She didn't continued it.

"What mom?"

"Ok, promise me you'll not hate your father and you'll not cry? Ok?"

"Yes mom!"

"After I gave birth to you... Your father leaved us alone I don't know where he goes... I really dont know why he didn't say permission to me that he's leaving... I'm sorry but I don't know where he is..." She told me then I noticed that tears are flowing over her face.

"Mom, please don't cry. I understand... Please stop crying. Please." I told her. And kiss her forehead and hugged her.

I was 8 when I heard all of that. I hate my father for hurting my mom so much he's an idiot for hurting my mom. I hate him! And I hate all the people except my mom. She's all what I have but she left. I cried.

I didn't know that I already slept in my bed with a tears in my eyes. I wiped it.

"I love you mom and I miss you so much..." I murmured.

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Idk what kind of chapter is this! Lol ;p Hahaha! This chappie is boring guys. And I'm sorry :* Know more about Hailee Khlóe Heinstridge! ;) Ilysm! :* xx