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Thoughts

Rain:
Thoughts
I never expected that love would feel like this. It was fast like the quickening of my pulse yet still more refined and monumental than anything I had ever experienced. It was warm yet also cool and refreshing like the sun and a gentle breeze. Kabe was in love with me it seemed. Yet it was all going a bit fast. I mean who falls in love over a day or two. I need time to relax into this but I can see myself with him. It feels right in every inch of me. That's enough for me to justify our relationship? ... if that's what you'd call this. He's a gorgeous man and seems to be very nice. Not hard to be with in the slightest. I hope my past doesn't ruin this. I know my mind and soul need healing. I have a feeling he'll be patient. And he's so very dominate... Sabath is a part of him that fuels that I presume. I don't mind listening though. I've always had that nature. He appreciates it so much that id probably do absolutely anything to see that excitement in his eyes. He's awakening feelings that are new to me. Passion is a mysterious wrath in my life... but its beginning to become much more substantial with Kabe.

KABE
"Johnny I know its a shock I've found my mate but tone down the excitement she's a bit fragile at the moment. We need time. She's not prepared to be Luna yet. I need you to get some clothes sent here. Very small. She's about 80 pounds and a bit over five foot. Comfy stuff. Get Clara's opinion for it she's needs all the works and I need about a month extension on my leave but send the big work here I can take care of it. And please do make sure that this all stays lowkey. No media." I roll my eyes. I'm a royal no media is hard but I can get perfection from my beta.

"Alrighty but I expect to meet this lovely lady. And feed her. She sounds like she needs you so I can handle the grunt work here. Luna or not she's you're mate so she's my family. Clara we send clothes. Love you my brother." He's ease with me was reassuring.

"Love you too. I trust you." I hang up. Short and simple. Johnny knows me enough not to take it personally. I scent the air for Rain and find her scent easily. I walk back into the room and she's were I left her. Seeming content to sit still and think. My heart clenches. I would love to see her under moonlight... clothed in nothing but it. Don't tempt me right now. She's fragile. I sigh as he retreats amused yet rebuked, feeling sadness for her brokeness.

"Kabe?" Her voice pulls me into reality and I smile.

"Yes dear, I must have seemed foolish just standing there." She giggles in response. "We have a month dear. I have clothes being sent too. You'll get to go shopping once you're nice and healthy." I admire her beautiful face.

"Okay. So what do we get to do today. I assume school will be resumed after the months as well?" She's so intelligent.

"Correct, love. And I was thinking that this week, we could stay inside. We can talk a bit more over dinner. But as of now anything you desire Rain." I savor her name on my lips.

She blushes and giggles seemingly nervous... "Do we have video games... I've read about them and they seem so fun..." My heart stops at her adorable question.

"We have a some of those. Typically for me and my guy friends but I'll treasure teaching you." I have a PS4 that I've become attatched to and weirdly I'm a bit obsessed with a game called Dragon Age Inquisition I believe will be easy to show her how to play...

"Well then I'd love to. Just can I shower first... and change. I could wear something of yours..." she trails off and blushes "They'll be too big but until mine get here they'll work I think." The image of her in one of my shirts has me laughing.

"I have an idea. You go ahead. Use my soap. Not very girly but it will get you clean." I smile and hold my hand out.

"That's perfect." She gets up and walks towards me surprising me with an embrace. I sweep her up and carry her to the bathroom. Setting her on her feet gently.

"I'll get a towel and one of my shirts." She smiles at me and I fetch the towel from the closet. Then I choose a blue t-shirt of mine that I love for its deep navy color and simple soft cotton.
I make my way back to her. Setting it down on the counter I lean to kiss her forehead.

"Thanks Kabe." I love the way she says my name. I nod and step out closing the door before I change my mind on giving her space and just join her.