Remember Me //A Cameron Dallas and Kian Lawley Fanfiction

chapter eleven

I sit in the corner of the room. It was the only spot in the whole room without any light. Kian is sleeping. God, he is so beautiful. I can't believe someone like him would someone like me.
My knees are to my chest and my chin rests on them. I just sit there, thinking. About my mom, about Kian, about Cameron... I look over to the clock. 3:46.
Great. I reach across the floor and grab my phone. I see one unread message from my mother.

• I'm sorry. I understand if you don't want to come home. I packed a bag and it is on the porch. Stay with Kian as long as you need. I love you so much honey. And I'm sorry for screwing up your life.

A single tear makes its way down my face. I toss my phone across the room in anger. It makes a slight noise, enough of a noise to wake up Kian. I put my knees back into my chest and begin to sob. He groans and feels around his bed. Once he realizes I'm not there, he jumps up.

"Malorie," he says in a normal tone. I cover my ears and sob.
I hear him rush from his bed to his light. I turn my body against the wall. My head still in my knees.
"Tough night?" he says sitting next to me.
I slowly rise my head, squinting my eyes as they adjust to the light. I just look at him.
His messy hair looks perfect. He is wearing just sweatpants. His body is perfect too. I'm not. I'm nothing. Everyone still hates me. He doesn't. He is the only thing in this world keeping me going. He makes me want to live. Kian Robert Lawley is the love of my life. My motivation.
He pulls me closer and wraps his hands around me. I adjust myself to his chest. We just sit there, on the cold, hardwood floor. My hand lays on his chest and his hand rests on my back. Kian begins to draw shapes on it. Slowly, I drift off to sleep.

Kian's POV
Once a slight snore escape her cute little mouth, I know she is asleep. I pick her up bridle style and gently lay her in my bed. I lay a gentle kiss on her fore head and I see a slight smile wipe across her face. I turn off my light, walk over to my side of the bed and lay down. I sit there staring at the ceiling.
Everything she has been through makes me feel bad about myself.
How could I be so selfish?
How could I have not realized the one girl everyone trashes is nothing as they say?
I am so glad I was walking down the hall that one day. I am so glad Cameron Dallas gave me her number. I am so glad she trusted me. I am just so glad.
I just don't understand why everyone does that though. There are always rumors that she is a slut, that she is a cheater, but I don't see it.
"Kian," Malorie mumbles.
I roll over to my side to see her face turned to mine. She smiles.
"Stop thinking and cuddle with me," she says while grabbing my hand.
I grab her tiny face and gently plant a kiss on her lips. I can feel the chills running through her body. I slowly pull away, but she grabs my face and continues. it. My god. I love her so much I don't know what I am going to do with myself.
"Be mine," I say pulling away. She looks at me blankly for a couple of seconds.
"Absolutely," she mumbles grabbing my hand and playing with my fingers.

We sit in silence for a couple minutes. In one day, so much as happened. He parents are getting a divorce. Her mother cheated on her father. She can't be okay.
"Do you want to talk?" I say sitting up.
"I don't know." she says.
"Please, I am here for you. I want to know everything," I say grabbing her hand.
She pauses for a moment and then starts to cry.

Malorie's POV
"My life is useless, I'm useless. You are the only thing in this world keeping me going. If I died, no one would care. No one would bother to Remember me, but you. My mom, she jeopardized my family for her selfish reasons. My dad, will probably leave. He loves me so much, but he is a coward. He runs away. I feel like the last puppy at the store no one wants. But you do. School makes my life 10 times worse. I don't know if you heard the rumors, but Nash cheated on me. He told everyone I cheated on him. That's where it all started. That's where I started to dig in my skin. That's where I started to look in the mirror and hate myself. When I started to realize all my flaws. Look I'm dark, I'm twisty, and a screw up in society. I didn't want you to know that. I am really hard to understand. Most of the time, I don't understand myself. This divorce is going to tear me apart, brick by brick. If you can't handle that, let me know. I don't want to disturb you more than I already have." I sigh, realizing everything I bottled up, poured out.
"It is really hard for me to open up, I never did." I admit looking down while pulling the covers over my shoulders. Slowly I lay down.
"I promise that I will never leave you, or betray you. You have been through so much. I am not going to lie, I probably won't understand. But never hesitate to tell me something. Malorie, I love you. With everything you have been through, your my warrior." he says grabbing my hand. I nod and smile.
"Thank you," I say sitting up and hugging him.
I look over at the clock before I fully lay back down. 4:57. Kian wraps his arm around my waist. He is my knight in shining armor. I love him. No one in this world compares.
"Goodnight," he says quietly in my ear and kisses the back of my neck.
"Goodnight," I smile.

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