Pain and sorrow

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"Okumura...is she pregnant?..."
That word rang in my head. I looked at Rin. His face was full of doubt, concern, and worry. It seemed like he was thinking it before Bon said something. Bon was full of anger like the other day. He grabbed Rin's shirt collar and slammed him to the wall, causing silence throughout the whole dorm.
"You son of a bitch. You guys are still in school, and not even that, you're not married. You just couldn't keep your demon hands off her could you?!"
Rin's eyebrows furrowed and his teeth bared.
"It's not his fault Bon! We don't even know if I am. I could've eaten something bad or eaten too much!"
He glared at me.
"We both know that's wrong as hell. You have morning sickness, and I'm sure you two have messed around enough to be pregnant."
We both said nothing. What could we say? Yukio and Konekomaru walked in to break the fight up.
There's tension in the air. Everyone is quiet and anxious. What if I really am pregnant? There's a chance it could be a full blooded or even a half demon. Was Rin ready to even be a dad? I turn my gaze towards him. He was fidgeting and tapping his finger tips to the table surface. I glide my hand slowly over his, wrapping my fingers over it.
"Rin, you look tense. Try to calm down a bit."
He smiled faintly, clenching my hand. Bon looked down upon us, more pissed than the last time. Yukio's face is full of disappointment and debate. Silence mixed with tension.
"So you guys really have nothing to say?"
Yukio looked up from the floor at me and Rin.
"What is there to say? Everyone's just jumping to conclusions. She could just be sick. Let's just wait a while and see what happens."
"If she is pregnant, it is very likely that it'll be half demon. If not it'll have demon blood running through it's veins so no matter what happens it'll never be a full fledged human."
That struck a nerve inside me. Who cares? It'll be our child we'll raise it right. They should at least expect that from us. Bon was staring at the ground, avoiding everyone's eye contact. His fists were tense and his knuckles were white. Konekomaru's face matched shades with his knuckles. He didn't seem to know what to say either.
"So what if I actually am? It'll be me and Rin's problem so what's the big deal with you guys?"
I could tell Bon didn't like that. Konekomaru just kept watching everything.
"Does Rin even want to be a dad? Have you even asked?"
"No because I'm getting lectured by MY Dad apparently..."
Bon gritted his teeth. He stamped toward me and grabbed my shirt collar.
"You're only 18. Stop talking so high and mighty like you know what you're doing. You're still in school so what happens when you walk in with a baby bump and holding Rin's hand? People will talk. You'll be the girl with the demon baby."
Rin ran up and punched Bon in the cheek bone. He stumbled back and let go of my shirt. My cheeks were wet with tears and I held my stomach.
"Don't touch her dammit. You're pissed because it's not your kid. Don't go blaming her for having a child who isn't human. That's my flesh and blood. So if you want to be pissed at anyone it's me."
"You're lucky I don't kill you right here and now you demon bastard!"
Yukio stood up and stood between them.
"Stop it. This is childish of you. We can just abort the baby and everything will be over."
I stood up with great speed. My cheeks were hot from so much tears and I couldn't even yell back. I smacked him with all my might. His head turned and his glasses flew right off.
My voice was raspy from crying and I forced myself to speak even though I choked on my own words.
"I hate you both."
I ran to the roof where nobody would be. I didn't want to see any of them. Deciding what to do with my baby. I don't care if it's a demon or not. I'm keeping it and ill raise it to be just like Rin and his old man. The stories he told me about him always made me happy. Where demons and humans can be at peace together.

A little while later~

I heard footsteps on the stairs. At this point I didn't care who it was I just wanted them to go away.
"Hey you've been gone a while."
It was Rin. Seeing him made me want to cry again. He had two cups of hot tea with him.
"How could they say that? How could they want to kill it before it even has the chance to see the world?"
He sat next to me and handed me the warm mug. He took a sip of his and set it down in a sort of rush and pulled me to his chest rubbing my hair.
"Because it's a demon. It's what they hate most."
"So you don't want to get rid of it like they do?"
"Actually, I'm happy. I was scared at first but after fighting with my brother and Suguro I thought about it. It's exciting and I'm glad it's with you."
"Ill admit it is a bit sooner than I wanted it to be. That doesn't mean it should die or be labeled evil. It pissed me off so bad that they could even say those things."
"I'm sorry I punched Bon. I know you wanted us to be friends but when he basically blamed you it made me so angry."
"I would've punched him too. The worst of it was Yukio saying it should die. It hasn't even got the chance to live."
"I promise ill get him to apologize."
I held my lower stomach thinking how it has a living being inside. It made me quite happy. I sipped my warm tea and rubbed my head against Rin's chest.
"What do we do now Rin?"
"Well, we get ready to raise our kid. Become great parents."
"Do you think we can do it?"
"There isn't a doubt in my mind."

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