"Alright"

Chapter 1

No one.

"NO!"
I scream as being pulled away by police men from my sisters bedroom.
"THIS CANT BE HAPPENING"
I close my ears with my fingers.
"Lalalalalala"
I drop to the concrete outside my house where i was dragged.
"No..."
I put my hands over my eyes and just cry, then crying becomes sobbing. No one to tell me it was okay.. No one to tell me everything will be fine.
CPS comes running at me and and neels down to me.
"Come on, we gotta go."
One man says. The other man is tugging on my arm to get up. I remove my hands from my face. My face is stained with tears. I sniffle and stand up.
"Lets go"
One of the men said with a real stern voice. Opening the back door to the CPS car. I get in and sit with my head down, a tear falls from my eye.

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I walk into science class and hand my teacher my homework.
"Why isnt it finished?"
She asked me with a confused look on her face

Oh i was just... Contemplating suicide attempts and crying myself to sleep and too busy cutting... :P

"I, uh.. Fell asleep.."
I lied.
She hands it back to me.
"Finish it while you still have time.."
She tells me.
"Oh.. Alright"
I fake a smile and take it and walk back to my seat. I finish it during the ten free time minutes we have before we start class.
~after class~
I start walking out,being stopped by a boy.
"Hey!"
He says as he grabs my shoulder.
I turn around
"Huh?"
I look at him.
"Hey, Bay right?"
I nod my head as i sweep his hand off my shoulder.
"Yeaa.."
"Sorry if i.. Uh.. Freaked you out.."
He laughs.
"Its.. Fine. You didnt.."
I say as i look at him confused.
"Mind if i walk to class with you?"

Yes, i plan on walking alone with my head down and my hoodie up to class.. Sorry... :)

"Uh.. No.."
I say.
He starts walking out and i follow beside him.
"Your so..quiet.."
He says to me smiling with his blue eyes.. So happy.
"I know.. I try"
I fake a smile.
"Aha, you should speak up more, your voice is awesome"
He scratches his head.
We walk in silence for two seconds.
"Yeaa.. That was an awkward thing to say"
He breaks the silence.
I nod my head.
"Yeaa.."
I look down and smile a little.
"Well.. I have to go, my class is right here"
I say trying to get away from him.
"Oh.. Okay.. Im Clay btw!"
I fake a smile.
"Bye"
I say walking into my class.
~lunch~
At lunch i usually sit at a table in the corner of the cafeteria alone, by myself. So i go to sit down and take out a chocolate bar, thats it. Thats all i force myself to eat each day.
"Hey!"
I hear someone call out but i thought it was to someone else so i didnt notice much.
"Hey.. Nice seeing you again"
Clay walks to the table and sits across from me.
"Hi..."
I say sweeping my hair from my face to behind my ear.
"So.. Does anyone else sit with you?"
He asks me with a big smile on his face. So happy.
I shake my head.
"No.."
I look up at him.
"Oh, well now you do!"
He says laughing a little.
I fake a smile.
"So we should hang out sometime."
He says to me handing me a bag of chips.
I shake my head.
"No thanks.  And maybe.."
I didnt want to, but i figured it would be rude to say no.
"I insist."
He says as he still is handing me it.
"Okay.."
I grab the bag of chips.
"Thanks"
"No problem!"
He says.
"Ill meet you after school!"
I fake a smile and he walks away.
I cant believe im actually encountering a friend... Well at least i think hes a friend. I dont want to grow to attached though. Im not ready to get hurt. Again.