"Alright"

Chapter 4

~before the foster home and everything~
Im sitting up in my bed playing on my phone.
"Flappy bird"
"DANGIT"
I yell because i cant get passed the third pipe. My mom walks in.
"Hey sweetie!"
I look up at her.
"Hi."
"We are going to go to the store for food. We'll be back"
I go to my weather app.
"But mom its supposed to be severe thunderstorms!"
She laughs.
"Nahh! It'll be fine! I promise."
She looks at me with a beautiful smile.
"Mom.. Dont.."
I look at her beautiful smile and i cant help but to smile back a bit.
"I'll be fine Bay. I Promise!"
She walks up and gives me a hug.
"Love you!"
She says while letting go.
"Love you too"
She walks out and soon enough shes gone. With my dad.
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I sit up.
-yes?-
I sign while tilting my head a bit.
He uncrosses his arms.
-just a friend?!-
Hes mad. I can tell by the way hes signing.
-im sorry he just fell asleep its no big deal-
I get up off my bed and walk up to him.
-this cannot happen again!-
I look at him and im a bit mad now.
-your not my dad! You cant tell me what to do!-
I sign while yelling. As if he could hear me.
-Bay! Im serious!-
He sighs.
-i dont want you getting hurt-
I look at him confused.
-look. We are only friends! Nothing happened in the bed!-
He looks at me as if he doesnt believe me.
-okay, Bay. Im trusting you.-
I nod my head.
-okay-
After a while i hear footsteps coming up the stairs while im sitting on the bed brushing my hair. Clay walks in with his messy hair and black eye.
"Did your brother...?"
He says while pointing to the stairs.
"Yeaa"
I say while laughing a bit.
Hes laughs too and sits next to me.
"Should i...?"
He looks at me.
"No, no. Its fine"
I shake my head.
"You sure?"
He says reassuring.
"Yes, im sure Clay.."
"Alright"
He laughs.
"Alright"
He smiles.
"Alright"
I say while smiling back.
"Maybe, 'alright' will be our always"
He plays with my hair a bit.
"Alright"
I say while smiling at him.
I laugh at the thought he likes the same movie as me.

"The Fault in Our Stars"

That movie was perfect.
"I should leave."
He says while letting go of my hair.
"Why?"
I ask looking at him.
"My parents are probably worried sick about me"
He gets up.
"If they care"
He mumbled under his breath.
"Okay.. You think maybe i could come?"
He shakes his head fast.
"No... No. Thats fine."
"Why not?"
I ask as i lay my hand on his shoulder.
"Because i said no!"
He snapped at me as he pushed my arm away and headed downstairs.
"Clay!"
I yell at the top of the stairs as im running down trying to catch up as he puts his hand on the doorknob.
"What!"
He yells at me.
I stop on the last step of the stairs. I freeze. I froze. I was stuck. I couldnt say it. I couldnt ask what was wrong.
"UGH!"
He opens the door and walks out slamming the door shut.
And me, im still frozen there. A tear rolls down my face and i run up the stairs as more and more tears come and i slam my door shut. Crying just crying. Soon enough my crying became sobbing and no one could hear me. NO ONE. Im rocking back in forth in my bed holding my pillow. Why did he yell at me. Why did he not want me to meet his parents. Why did he snap on me like that. And why the hell did he kiss me. I didnt know what i was thinking. Maybe, someone actually liked me? Hah! Nahh.. I got that all wrong. Im stupid to think i had someone. I dont. I never will.
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This is somewhat short? The feels bro!!! The feeelllllzzzz!
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