So I feel like I have really bad social anxiety. Like, I will go to the school counselors to get my schedule changed and start stuttering so bad, I am suprised she could even understand what I was saying. But, then again, I also feel like I'm faking it or being over dramatic. Like, that happens but, when I am being in class I have very little anxiety. I will raise my hand for 80% of the questions and love talking to people. It's just that there are some days that are so bad. Like, I just got moved into honors science and I when I walked into the classroom I started almost having an anxiety attack. I wanted to cry, and didn't know where to sit, and couldn't talk at all. I felt like everyone was glaring and talking about me, even though I knew they weren't, and I felt so annoying even the next day when I finally tried talking to these two girls who said hi to me and seemed nice. I just couldn't find anything good about me and kept thinking about everything that was wrong with me, even if it wasn't true. I feel like I don't deserve to call it social anxiety, because there are people out there who literally can't talk to anyone without freaking out. I just feel pathetic sometimes.
Just so everyone knows I write my drabbles without an autocorrect feature, so I'm sorry for any grammer and spelling errors.
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Story Of My Life
PoetryThis is just going to be a little book of, most likely, crappy poems that I write. I really only write poems about things I feel generally strongly about and it's just kind of my escape from the world. If you know me irl pls don't read as they are f...
